The clock on the mantel-piece struck four, and the room was suddenly
filled with the clear, rosy light that proclaims the advent of the day.
Mr. Wycherly raised himself stiffly from his chair, and crossing the
room to Montagu’s table, rearranged his already tidy pile of books with
gentle, tremulous hands. As he left the room to go to bed he stood
still on the threshold and looked back into it as though to fix its
image on his mind.
When Montagu came in to lessons that morning his tutor was not as usual
seated at his writing-table, but in the big chair by the fire. He was
not reading, and was so evidently waiting for the little boy that
Montagu, instead of going to his own seat in the window, went straight
to Mr. Wycherly, who stood him between his knees, laid his hands on the
child’s shoulders, and looked long and earnestly into his face.
Montagu, although rather puzzled by this unusual proceeding, was always
patient, and waited in silence, holding the lapels of his old friend’s
coat the while, till he should choose to speak.
At last he said, "Montagu, tell me exactly what you meant when you told
Miss Esperance that you would like to be an Epicurean when you are grown
up?"
It seemed a sudden reversal of the accepted order of things that Mr.
Wycherly should ask Montagu to explain anything, and as that youth had
entirely forgotten his enthusiasm for the doctrines of Epicurus directly
his own fear of death had evaporated, he looked rather foolish and
mumbled:
"It seems a comfortable sort of religion."
"And do you consider our religion uncomfortable?" asked Mr. Wycherly,
putting one finger under the little boy’s chin and lifting the downcast
face to his.
"Yes, I do," he replied with great decision, looking his teacher
straight in the eyes, "most uncomfortable, with so many ways you can go
to Hell, and people you like, too, and no getting back when you’re once
there, either." And Montagu grew quite red in the face with the
vehemence of his objection to these doctrines.
Mr. Wycherly withdrew his hand from under Montagu’s chin and laid it on
one of the little brown hands holding his coat so firmly.
"Why do you bother your head about it?" he said gently. "You may take
it from me that no one, above all, no little boy who tries his best to
behave well and pleasantly, ever goes to Hell—and as for the others—who
knows? you certainly don’t. Besides, do you honestly think that any
wise person would choose a religion merely because it was comfortable?
There is very little use in any religion that does not at times make us
most uncomfortable, and spur us every day to try to do better. Dear me,
Montagu! when I was your age I believed what I was told, and never
troubled my head about such things. I learned my catechism without a
murmur."
"The Shorter Catechism?" Montagu interrupted.
"No, not that one, but it’s very much the same thing," said Mr. Wycherly
mendaciously.
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