Banks and banking -- France -- History -- 19th -- Fiction
In this connection it suddenly happened that Madame Caroline subsided
into deep sorrow. One morning she came down dejected, extremely pale,
and with heavy eyes. Saccard could learn nothing from her; in fact, he
ceased to question her, so obstinately did she declare that there was
no trouble, and that she was just as usual. Only on the following day
did he understand matters on finding in the rooms upstairs the printed
notification of M. Beaudoin's marriage to an English consul's daughter,
who was both very young and immensely rich. The blow must have been
the harder because of the arrival of the news in this way, without
any preparation, without even a farewell. It was a complete collapse
in the unfortunate woman's existence, the loss of the far-off hope
to which she had clung in hours of disaster. And chance also proved
abominably cruel, for only two days before she had learnt that her
husband was dead; for forty-eight hours she had been able to believe in
the approaching realisation of her dream, and then her life had fallen
into ruin, leaving her as if annihilated. That same evening, when, in
accordance with her habit, she entered Saccard's rooms to talk of the
orders for the next day, he spoke to her of her misfortune so gently
that she burst out sobbing; and then the inevitable came to pass, words
of comfort were at last followed by words of love, and Madame Caroline
fell.
For a fortnight afterwards she remained in a state of frightful
sadness. The strength of life, that impulse which makes existence
a necessity and a delight, had abandoned her. She attended to her
manifold occupations, but like one whose mind was far away, without any
illusion as to the ratio and interest of things. She personified the
human machine still toiling on, but in despair over the annihilation
of everything. And, amid this shipwreck of her bravery and gaiety,
she had but one distraction, that of passing all her spare time with
her brow pressed against the panes of one of the windows of the large
work-room, her eyes fixed upon the garden of the neighbouring mansion,
that Hôtel Beauvilliers where, since the first days of her sojourn in
the neighbourhood, she had divined the presence of anguish, of one of
those hidden miseries which are all the more distressing by reason
of the effort made to save appearances. There, too, were beings who
suffered, and her sorrow was, so to speak, steeped in their tears; at
sight of which she was so overcome with melancholy as to deem herself
insensible, dead, lost in the sorrow of others.
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