Comedy plays; German drama -- Translations into English
BEERMANN. No. Lena, listen. Someone has been telling you tales and I
cannot defend myself, because I don't know what I am accused of. You
must tell me everything right now. I demand it of you.
FRAU BEERMANN. If I wanted to do that, I would have to begin "many, many
years ago ..."
BEERMANN. Well, why didn't you do it then?
FRAU BEERMANN. You can well understand, I had my reasons.
BEERMANN. For such silence there can be no reasons.
FRAU BEERMANN. I could shut my eyes and remain silent. That was my
privilege. But if I had spoken out and permitted you to appease me ...
no, that was something beyond me. To do that I would have been obliged
to lie and for that I, for one, have not the ability. [Beermann makes a
motion.] No, do not interrupt me. These things will have no consequences
as long as I do not wish them to, but if I should name them, then they
would have.
BEERMANN. Then shall I let this suspicion rest upon me?
FRAU BEERMANN. Yes.
BEERMANN. How coldly you speak. If what you suspect were true, you could
not be so indifferent about it.
FRAU BEERMANN. Do the by-laws of your society prescribe that in cases
like these the wife shall be unhappy?
BEERMANN. Imagine! The many years that you and I have lived together and
you had these suspicions right along and never said a word about them.
Why do you speak today?
FRAU BEERMANN. Because you have reached the point where our friendship
for one another may break. Everything I see and hear from you now hurts
me. You speak in a tone of strictness, which must be unpleasant even to
you. For weeks past there has been nothing around me but lies. What you
say to me, all that you say to the children, and what you preached here
publicly last night. Every word hurts my ears and urges me to contradict
you; I am silent and by doing that I endorse your lies.
BEERMANN. But, Lena ...
FRAU BEERMANN. Finally when your every glance is artificial, each motion
of yours is a pose. Then it is unbearable. Add to that my anxiety for
our children. How shall they still retain faith in us, if through an
accident their eyes are opened? I had remained silent all this time for
their sake and now you are inviting the whole world to speak. I cannot
continue to live this life of worry and hypocrisy. All that I have
already overcome awakens again and appears to me more ugly than ever
before. I do not know if I can still believe in your good fellowship and
remain your friend. [She rises and goes slowly to the door.]
BEERMANN. I do not seem to know you any more. During our entire married
life, you have not spoken as seriously as in the last fifteen minutes.
FRAU BEERMANN. That perhaps was my great mistake. But I have paid for
it. [She opens the door.]
BEERMANN. Lena dear, have you nothing further to tell me?
FRAU BEERMANN. I just beg of you; do not bring your family into
ridicule. [Exit.]
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