It was on a Wednesday when I received my appointment, and on Monday I was
to begin. I said my prayers more fervently that night than I had said
them for years, and determined that, please God, I would always go to
church every Sunday morning no matter how fine it might be. There were
only three clear week-days, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday, to be got
through. I imagined them to be holidays, although I had never before
taken three consecutive holidays, save in those wretched Augusts or
Septembers, when pride annually forced me away to the seaside. At last
Monday came: our breakfast hour was henceforth fixed at half-past seven,
and at eight o’clock I started to walk to Kennington, and thence to ride
by an omnibus to King William’s statue. Oh! with what joy did I shut the
little garden gate and march down the road, once more somebody! I looked
round, saw other little front gates open, each by-street contributed, so
that in the Kennington Road there was almost a procession moving steadily
and uniformly City-wards, and _I_ was in it. I was still a part of the
great world; something depended on me. Fifty-six? yes, but what was
that? Many men are at their best at fifty-six. So exhilarated was I,
that just before I mounted the omnibus—it was a cold morning, but I would
not ride inside—I treated myself to a twopenny cigar. My excitement soon
wore off. I could not so far forget myself as not to make suggestions
now and then, and Jackman took a delight in snubbing me. It was a trial
to me also to sit with the clerks. We had never set ourselves up as
grand people at Stockwell, but I had all my life been accustomed to
delicate food properly cooked, and now that my appetite was declining
with my years, I would almost at any time have gone without a meal rather
than eat anything that was coarse or dirtily served. My colleagues
ridiculed my ‘Stockwell manners,’ as they called them, and were very
witty, so they thought, in their inquiries when I produced my sandwich
wrapped up in a clean napkin, how much it cost me for my washing. They
were a very cheap set, had black finger-nails, and stuck their pens
behind their ears. One of them always brought a black-varnished canvas
bag with him, not respectably stiff like leather—a puckered,
dejected-looking bag. It was deposited in the washing place to be out of
the way of the sun. At one o’clock it was brought out and emptied of its
contents, which were usually a cold chop and a piece of bread. A plate,
knife and fork, and some pepper and salt were produced from the desk, and
after the meat, which could be cut off from the chop, was devoured, the
bone was gnawed, wrapped up in paper, and put back in the bag. The
plate, knife, and fork were washed in the wash-hand basin and wiped with
the office jack-towel. It was hard when old business friends called and
I had to knock at the inner door and say, ‘Mr. — wants to see you, sir,’
the object of the visit not being entrusted to me.
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