Married people -- United States -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
Oh, she had never realized before how utterly married she was, how long
she had ceased to remember the independence of her girlhood, for what a
short distance her little struts and flights were planned! So helpless,
so forlorn, so terribly outside of life was she without him, without
that individual care which was as much a part of existence as her own
ability to raise her food to her mouth, or move one foot before another!
She thought of a woman she knew who had lost her husband, and who had
said, “I did not know it could be like this.” He had “given his body to
the storm” many a time and oft for her dear sake; yet even for her a day
might sometime come—like this—when—— Her soft cheek was cold and wet, and
even through her thought of him she was also trying to get home and put
those milk tickets in the pail so that the child would not be bereft in
the morning. One must always remember a little child’s needs.
“Ye’re frightenin’ the lady, ye big bloke.”
“I ain’t frightenin’ of her, ye——”
She shrank painfully at the notice thrust upon her. For hours, and hours,
and hours they were jigging off over the dark salt meadows.
Crash, lurch, jam—everything came to a sudden stop. The conductor called,
“All out here for the car ahead.”
The sleeping ones awoke. In the scuffle and rush forward Mrs. Gibbons
became separated from her friends. The new car was already jammed when
she reached it, with fighting in the doorway. With one foot raised to
step up she was thrust to one side by a man who leapt from it, followed
by several others dashing back across the tracks and down a side street,
amid cries of “Catch him! Get the pocketbook! Catch the thief!”
There was a face—could it be her husband’s? She turned wildly to peer
after it into the blankness outside of the car lights. The next instant
the bell had rung, and the car, with the crowd on the platform all
looking one way, was vanishing swiftly down the roadway, while Mrs.
Gibbons, unnoticed, stood alone upon the rails. She made a futile step
after it, and then stopped, appalled. She was left behind.
Opposite was the long, cavernous opening of a car-house, filled with
the stalled cars. Near her was a saloon, ending what seemed a scattered
row of small, mean houses and shops, closed and dark. Ahead there was
a stretch of empty lots, with a faint, stationary glimmer of light
down the road. But the saloon, though by no means brilliant, was the
lightest place. There was no sound from within. After some hesitation,
Mrs. Gibbons wandered up on the low platform that topped the two steps,
watched by a couple of men from the car-house. Her heart was in her mouth
as one of them came forward; but he only glanced at her and went in the
saloon, to come out again with a wooden chair.
“Better set,” he remarked, laconically, and disappeared across the
street. A moment later there were other footsteps from the saloon, and
looking up, she saw a policeman wiping his mouth.
“Got left by the car?” he said.
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