France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, French -- Translations into English
Pierre is sleeping snugly in the neighbouring dressing-room; the cook
and Nanon have gone to their rooms in the upper regions. The intense
silence of a snow-clad town reigns all around. The keen, clear air
brightens the flame on the hearth. Julie has made up her mind to burn
these letters, and it is a task she cannot carry out—how well she knows
it!—without recalling events of the profoundest sadness. She will burn
the letters, but not until she has read them through once again.
The letters are all arranged in succession, for Julie imparts to
everything around her a measure of the orderliness which is natural to
her.
These, already growing yellow, date from three years ago, and in the
silence of the night Julie lives over again the magic hours. Not a
single page is surrendered to the flames until she has conned it over at
least ten times, syllable by treasured syllable.
The stillness all around her is unbroken. From time to time she goes to
the window, raises the curtain, glances through the oppressive gloom at
the tower of Saint Germain des Prés silvered by the moon, and then
resumes her slow labours of pious destruction. Why should she not for
the last time rejoice over these delicious pages? Why deliver to the
flames these cherished lines ere she has for ever imprinted them on her
heart. Stillness prevails everywhere, and her spirit leaps with youth
and love.
She reads—
“Though absent, I behold you, Julie. I go on my way, surrounded by
images which my mind conjures up. I behold you, not cold and unnerved,
but alive, animated, ever changing, yet ever perfect. Around you in my
dreams I gather the most gorgeous spectacles the world can yield. How
happy is Julie’s lover! He finds charms in all things, since in all
things he finds her. In loving her it is life he loves; he marvels at
this world which she irradiates; he treasures this earth which she
adorns. Love unveils to him the hidden mystery of things. He apprehends
the infinite forms of creation; they all display to him symbols of
Julie; he hears the unnumbered voices of nature; they all murmur in his
ear the name of Julie. He plunges his gaze rapturously into the inmost
heart of the daylight, with the thought that that fortunate light bathes
also the countenance of Julie, and casts as it were a divine caress on
the loveliest of human forms. This evening the earliest stars will
thrill his being; he will say: ‘Perhaps at this very moment she too is
gazing on them.’ He inhales her in all the odours borne on the air. He
desires to kiss the very ground she treads on....
“My Julie, if I am fated to fall beneath the axe of the persecutor, and
like Algernon Sidney to die for liberty, death itself will be unable to
restrain my indignant ghost in the land of shades which holds not you. I
shall fly to you, my beloved. Often will my spirit return to hover
around you.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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