Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 3 of 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 3 of 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Fiction
Christabel felt herself bound by no social duty to return to the
drawing-room, more especially as Miss Vandeleur had gone upstairs to sit
with the afflicted Dopsy--who was bewailing the dead very sincerely in
her own fashion, with little bursts of hysterical tears and fragmentary
remarks.
"I know he didn't care a straw for me"--she gasped, dabbing her temples
with a handkerchief soaked in eau-de-Cologne--"yet it seemed sometimes
almost as if he did: he was so attentive--but then he had such lovely
manners--no doubt he was just as attentive to all girls. Oh, Mop, if he
had cared for me, and if I had married him--what a paradise this earth
would have been. Mr. Tregonell told me that he had quite four thousand a
year."
And thus--and thus, with numerous variations on the same theme--poor
Dopsy mourned for the dead man; while the low murmur of the distant sea,
beating for ever and for ever against the horned cliffs, and dashing
silvery white about the base of that Mechard Rock which looks like a
couchant lion keeping guard over the shore, sounded like a funeral
chorus in the pauses of her talk.
It was half-past ten when Christabel left her boy's bedside, and, on her
way to her own room, suddenly remembered Jessie's unexplained absence.
She knocked at Miss Bridgeman's door twice, but there was no answer, and
then she opened the door and looked in, expecting to find the room
empty.
Jessie was sitting in front of the fire in her hat and jacket, staring
at the burning coals. There was no light in the room, except the glow
and flame of the fire, but even in that cheerful light Jessie looked
deadly pale. "Jessie," exclaimed Christabel, going up to her and putting
a gentle hand upon her shoulder, for she took no notice of the opening
of the door, "where in heaven's name have you been?"
"Where should I have been? Surely you can guess! I have been to see
him."
"To the farm--alone--at night?"
"Alone--at night--yes! I would have walked through storm and fire--I
would have walked through----" she set her lips like iron, and muttered
through her clenched teeth, "Hell."
"Jessie, Jessie, how foolish! What good could it do?"
"None to him, I know, but perhaps a little to me. I think if I had
stayed here I should have gone stark, staring mad. I felt my brain
reeling as I sat and thought of him in the twilight, and then it seemed
to me as if the only comfort possible was in looking at his dead
face--holding his dead hand--and I have done it, and am comforted--a
little," she said, with a laugh, which ended in a convulsive sob.
"My good warm-hearted Jessie!" murmured Christabel, bending over her
lovingly, tears raining down her cheeks; "I know you always liked him."
"Always liked him!" echoed the other, staring at the fire, in blank
tearless grief; "liked him? yes, always."
"But you must not take his death so despairingly, dear. You know that,
under the fairest circumstances, he had not very long to live. We both
knew that."
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