“Don’t, Jeannie! don’t!” said her sister, in a sort of cry; “you are
killing me!”
Jeannie laid her hot hand upon Augusta’s arm, “Try and listen to me,
dear,” she said, “even if it hurts, because I do so want to say
something. Why should you be so frightened about me? Can any place that
I can go be worse than this place? Can I suffer more pain anywhere, or
be more hurt when I see you crying? Think how wretched it has all been.
There has only been one beautiful thing in our lives for years and
years, and that was your book. Even when I am feeling worst—when my
chest aches, you know—I grow quite happy when I think of what the
papers wrote about you: the _Times_ and the _Saturday Review_, and the
_Spectator_, and the rest of them. They said that you had genius—true
genius, you remember, and that they expected one day to see you at the
head of the literature of the time, or near it. The Printer-devil can’t
take away that, Gussie. He can take the money; but he can’t say that he
wrote the book; though,” she added, with a touch of childish spite and
vivacity, “I have no doubt that he would if he could. And then there
were those letters from the great authors up in London; yes, I often
think of them too. Well, dearest old girl, the best of it is that I
know it is all true. I _know_, I can’t tell you how, that you will be a
great woman in spite of all the Meesons in creation; for somehow you
will get out of his power, and, if you don’t, five years is not all
one’s life—at least, not if people have a life. At the worst, he can
only take all the money. And then, when you are great and rich and
famous, and more beautiful than ever, and when the people turn their
heads as you come into the room, like we used to at school when the
missionary came to lecture, I know that you will think of me (because
you won’t forget me as some sisters do), and of how, years and years
before, so long ago that the time looks quite small when you think of
it, I told you that it would be so just before I died.”
Here the girl, who had been speaking with a curious air of certainty
and with a gravity and deliberation extraordinary for one so young,
suddenly broke off to cough. Her sister threw herself on her knees
beside her, and, clasping her in her arms, implored her in broken
accents not to talk of dying. Jeannie drew Augusta’s golden head down
on her breast and stroked it.
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