“Very well, Gussie, I won’t say any more about it,” she said; “but it
is no good hiding the truth, dear. I am tired of fighting against it;
it is no good—none at all. Anyhow we have loved each other very much,
dear; and perhaps—somewhere else—we may again.”—And the brave little
heart again broke down, and, overcome by the prescience of approaching
separation, they both sobbed bitterly there upon the sofa. Presently
came a knock at the door, and Augusta sprang up and turned to hide her
tears. It was the maid-of-all-work bringing the tea; and, as she came
blundering in, a sense of the irony of things forced itself into
Augusta’s soul. Here they were plunged into the most terrible sorrow,
weeping at the inevitable approach of that chill end, and still
appearances must be kept up, even before a maid-of-all-work. Society,
even when represented by a maid-of-all-work, cannot do away with the
intrusion of domestic griefs, or any other griefs, and in our hearts we
know it and act up to it. Far gone, indeed, must we be in mental or
physical agony before we abandon the attempt to keep up appearances.
Augusta drank a little tea and ate a very small bit of
bread-and-butter. As in the case of Mr. Meeson, the events of the day
had not tended to increase her appetite. Jeannie drank a little milk
but ate nothing. When this form had been gone through, and the
maid-of-all-work had once more made her appearance and cleared the
table, Jeannie spoke again.
“Gus,” she said, “I want you to put me to bed and then come and read to
me out of ‘Jemima’s Vow’—where poor Jemima dies, you know. It is the
most beautiful thing in the book, and I want to hear it again.”
Her sister did as she wished, and, taking down “Jemima’s Vow,”
Jeannie’s _own_ copy as it was called, being the very first that had
come into the house, she opened it at the part Jeannie had asked for
and read aloud, keeping her voice as steady as she could. As a matter
of fact, however, the scene itself was as powerful as it was pathetic,
and quite sufficient to account for any unseemly exhibitions of feeling
on the part of the reader. However, she struggled through it till the
last sentence was reached. It ran thus:—“And so Jemima stretched out
her hand to him and said ‘Good-bye.’ And presently, knowing that she
had now kept her promise, and being happy because she had done so, she
went to sleep.”
“Ah!” murmured the blue-eyed child who listened. “I wish that I was as
good as Jemima. But though I have no vow to keep I can say ‘Good-bye,’
and I can go to sleep.”
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