Augusta made no answer, and presently Jeannie dozed off. Her sister
looked at her with eager affection. “She is giving up,” she said to
herself, “and, if she gives up, she will die. I know it, it is because
we are not going away. How can I get the money, now that that horrible
man is gone? how can I get it?” and she buried her head in her hand and
thought. Presently an idea struck her: she might go back to Meeson and
eat her words, and sell him the copyright of her new book for £100, as
the agreement provided. That would not be enough, however; for
travelling with an invalid is expensive; but she might offer to bind
herself over to him for a term of years as a tame author, like those
who worked in the Hutches. She was sure that he would be glad to get
her, if only he could do so at his own price. It would be slavery worse
than any penal servitude, and even now she shudders at the prospect of
prostituting her great abilities to the necessities of such work as
Meeson’s made their thousands out of—work out of which every spark of
originality was stamped into nothingness, as though it were the mark of
the Beast. Yes, it would be dreadful—it would break her heart; but she
was prepared to have her heart broken and her genius wrung out of her
by inches, if only she could get two hundred pounds wherewith to take
Jeannie away to the South of France. Mr. Meeson would, no doubt, make a
hard bargain—the hardest he could; but still, if she would consent to
bind herself for a sufficient number of years at a sufficiently low
salary, he would probably advance her a hundred pounds, besides the
hundred for the copyright of the new book.
And so having made up her mind to the sacrifice, she went to bed, and,
wearied out with misery, to sleep. And even as she slept, a Presence
that she could not see was standing near her bed, and a Voice that she
could not hear was calling through the gloom. Another mortal had bent
low at the feet of that Unknown God whom men name Death, and been borne
away on his rushing pinions into the spaces of the Hid. One more human
item lay still and stiff, one more account was closed for good or evil,
the echo of one more tread had passed from the earth for ever. The old
million-numbered tragedy in which all must take a part had repeated
itself once more down to its last and most awful scene. Yes; the grim
farce was played out, and the little actor Jeannie was white in death!
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