“I am glad to see you,” she said simply, “I have seen nobody except the
doctor once, and the undertaker twice. It is dreadful to sit alone hour
after hour face to face with the irretrievable. If I had not been so
foolish as to enter into that agreement with Messrs. Meeson, I could
have got the money by selling my new book easily enough; and I should
have been able to take Jeannie abroad, and I believe that she would
have lived—at least I hoped so. But now it is finished, and cannot be
helped.”
“I wish I had known,” blundered Eustace, “I could have lent you the
money. I have a hundred and fifty pounds.”
“You are very good,” she answered gently, “but it is no use talking
about it now, it is finished.”
Then Eustace rose and went away; and it was not till he found himself
in the street that he remembered that he had never asked Augusta what
her plans were. Indeed, the sight of poor Jeannie had put everything
else out of his head. However, he consoled himself with the reflection
that he could call again a week or ten days after the funeral.
Two days later, Augusta followed the remains of her dearly beloved
sister to their last resting place, and then came home on foot (for she
was the only mourner), and sat in her black gown before the little
fire, and reflected upon her position. What was she to do? She could
not stay in these rooms. It made her heart ache every time her eyes
fell upon the empty sofa opposite, dinted as it was with the accustomed
weight of poor Jeannie’s frame. Where was she to go, and what was she
to do. She might get literary employment, but then her agreement with
Messrs. Meeson stared her in the face. That agreement was very widely
drawn. It bound her to offer all literary work of any sort, that might
come from her pen during the next five years, to Messrs. Meeson at the
fixed rate of seven per cent, on the published price. Obviously, as it
seemed to her, though perhaps erroneously, this clause might be
stretched to include even a newspaper article, and she knew the
malignant nature of Mr. Meeson well enough to be quite certain that, if
possible, that would be done. It was true she might manage to make a
bare living out of her work, even at the beggarly pay of seven per
cent, but Augusta was a person of spirit, and determined that she would
rather starve than that Meeson should again make huge profits out of
her labour. This avenue being closed to her, she turned her mind
elsewhere; but, look where she might, the prospect was equally dark.
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