Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction
The disappearance of the Kendals, however, was scarcely noticed by
Sallie and Martyn, who are always perfectly content to talk vigorously
to one another.
Early in June, Christopher Ambrey, Claire’s soldier brother, came home
from China. Mary, Sallie, Martyn and I all endeavored by various means,
direct in my own case, and indirect in that of the others, to persuade
Claire not to go to the docks to meet his ship.
“Why not?” said Christopher’s only sister, her voice trembling.
She knew very well why not, and so did we, but nobody had the courage
to say brutally that it was because she could not be trusted not to
make a scene.
In the end she remained at home, excited and restless, while the car
was sent to the station. Before it returned one felt fairly certain
that Claire, walking aimlessly all over the house, had mentally
received and opened several telegrams respectively announcing
Christopher’s death, a fatal accident to the train, his arrest and
imprisonment in London, and the immediate cancellation of his leave.
Also that she had held several imaginary conversations with her
brother of so dramatic a character that she found herself bewildered
and trembling when Christopher actually arrived and said nothing more
sensational than--
“Well, Claire--this is splendid”--one of the noncommittal _clichés_ of
which he so frequently makes use, and which always fall like cold water
upon poor Claire’s emotionalism.
She herself has a keen, if exaggerated, feeling for _le mot juste_ in
any situation, but this is shared by none of her family except Mary,
and Mary’s words, at any time at all, are very few and Claire does not
attach to them the importance that she does to her brother’s.
Christopher and Claire, the only children of their parents, are
both victims of Christopher’s reaction from Claire’s temperamental
excessiveness. He once told me that even as a little boy he had known
himself unable to live up to his worshiping sister’s demands upon a
degree of sensitiveness and intelligence that he did not possess.
She tried passionately to shield him from spiritual hurts that he would
never have felt, and to exercise nursery influence over him long after
he had outgrown the nursery. Her vicarious sufferings when Christopher
first went to school must have been of dimensions that never came
within the range either of Christopher’s limited imagination or of his
experience.
He is uneasily, gratefully, and resentfully fond of his sister when he
is away from her, and it is, I think, always on his conscience that he
never quite manages to read the whole of the immensely long and rather
illegible letters that she writes him--but when they are together
Claire makes Christopher feel self-conscious and inadequate.
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