Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction
I am sorry for Claire. She spends her life and her strength in making
the wrong demands on the wrong people. In middle life she still retains
all the passionate desire of youth to be wholly understood. It has
never yet occurred to her that, in the majority of human relationships,
it is still more desirable not to be wholly understood.
When Christopher comes home on leave, she is as frightfully and
pathetically excited as though he were not one of the most real and
poignant disappointments of her life.
And yet, her bitter resentment of Christopher’s emotional inadequacy
occupies her mind for hours and hours, and days and nights, and fills
pages of her diaries, and reams of her notepaper, besides forming a
sort of standing item in the list of miseries with which it is her
nightly habit to keep herself awake.
(Like all neurasthenics, Claire is always complaining of sleepless
nights).
Christopher, having spent part of each of his previous furloughs with
us, is always looked upon as belonging to Cross Loman, and the welcome
accorded to Captain Patch was of course extended also to him by the
whole neighborhood.
It was I who suggested, tactlessly enough, that Mary and her children
should come up to dinner on the evening after Christopher’s arrival.
Claire’s enormous dark eyes were turned upon me with tragic
reproachfulness.
“His second evening with me? They can come next week, if they like.”
Unfortunately, before the close of his first evening with us
Christopher said: “Why didn’t you have Mary and the two kids here?
Let’s walk down and see them after dinner.”
“Certainly,” said Claire, her lips compressed, her spirit descended
into fathomless depths of depression. But Christopher, the sturdy
and, to be honest, rather stupid Christopher, has no clue to Claire’s
mercurial sensitiveness. When she is most profoundly wounded by his
matter-of-factness, Christopher regards her pregnant silence and her
tragic eyes as an all too common phenomenon which he describes as “Old
Claire being a bit put out about something or other.”
“Mary’s children have grown up, you know,” I said to Christopher.
“Martyn is twenty-one, and Sallie is now a medical student. She wants
to specialize, eventually, as a psycho-analyst.”
“Is she clever?” said Christopher, astounded.
“Very.”
Claire did not look delighted.
“I’m not so sure, Miles, that Sallie is really very clever. She’s
sharp, in a way, and of course she thinks herself tremendously clever,
but all that talk, and the opinionative way in which she lays down the
law, doesn’t impress me very much. Sallie and Martyn are both crude in
many ways.”
“But is Sallie really going to be a lady doctor?”
“So she thinks at present,” replied Claire, with a tolerant smile
that I think relieved her feelings. “Girls have these wonderful
opportunities nowadays. I’ve sometimes thought that if it had been
possible, I ought to have gone in for that kind of career myself. I
believe I’ve got a natural turn for that sort of thing.”
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