"Yes--I suppose I do. But it's the tiredness that comes with
doing--not drifting. . . . It's we who have got to make the new Heaven
and the new Earth, Derek . . ."
Again Vane laughed. "Still as idealistic as ever, I see. Six months
after peace we shall be scrambling and fighting and snarling
again--after jobs and money and work."
Margaret Trent was silent, tracing a pattern in the sand with her
finger. "The worry of scrambling after a job is not likely to hit you
very hard," she said at length.
"Which is perhaps as well," he returned lightly; "for I'm certainly too
weary to take the trouble. I shall go away, if I'm alive to do it, to
the South Sea Islands and live on fruit. The only proviso is that it
should be sufficiently ripe to drop into my mouth, and save me the
trouble of picking it."
The girl turned and looked at him suddenly. "You've got it rather bad,
old boy, haven't you?"
"Got what?" he asked slowly.
"Mental jaundice," she answered. "Your world askew."
"Do you wonder?" he returned grimly. "Isn't the world askew?"
"And if it is, someone has got to put it back."
"That's what the little boy said when he pulled the chest of drawers
over on top of him and lay struggling under it. But he couldn't do it
himself. It's got beyond us, Margaret--and God seems to have
forgotten. There is just a blind, malignant Fate running the show."
She looked at him gravely. "You're wrong, Derek--utterly wrong. The
game is still in our hands, and we've got to keep it there. What are
you smiling at?"
"I was wondering," he answered, "whether the last time I was told I was
wrong, the sentence would have been concluded similarly.
Unfortunately, the speaker died in the middle, thereby proving his
contention."
"Oh! but you're little," she cried, striking her hands together.
"Don't you see that you've got to look beyond the individual--that
you've got to think Big?"
"We leave that to the newspaper men," he retorted cynically. "Our
smiling heroes; our undaunted soldiers! They are heroes, those
Tommies; they are undaunted, but it's because they've got to be.
They're up against it--and the Juggernaut of Fate knows he's got 'em.
And they know he's got 'em. They just eat and drink and are merry for
to-morrow they. . . . Ah! no; that's wrong. We never die out here,
Margaret; only the other fellow does that. And if we become the other
fellow, it's so deuced unexpected I don't suppose it matters much."
"But, we've got to go through with it, haven't we?" she said quietly.
"Of course we have," he answered with a laugh; "and the knowledge of
that fact cuts about as much ice with the men in the mud holes up there
as brave little Belgium or suffering little Serbia. I tell you we're
all dazed, Margaret--just living in a dream. Some of us take it worse
than others, that's all. You want the constitution of an elephant
combined with the intelligence of a cow to fight these days."
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