"And yet," she said with a grave little smile, "under-lying it all,
there's the big ideal surely. . . . If I didn't think that, if I
didn't know that, I . . . I couldn't go on."
"To which particular ideal do you allude?" he asked cynically. "The
League of Nations; or the triumph of Democracy, or the War to end War.
They all sound so topping, don't they? received with howls of applause
by the men who haven't had their boots off for a week." He thumped the
sand savagely. "Cut the cackle, my dear girl; cut the cackle. This
little performance was started by a few of the puppets who thought they
had a winning hand, and the other puppets called a show down. And then
the game passed out of their hands. They write books about it, and
discover new Gods, and pass new Acts of Parliament--but the thing takes
no notice. It just goes on--inexorably. Man has been dabbling with
stakes that are too big for him, Margaret. And the trouble is that the
cards up in the trenches are getting mighty tattered."
She looked at him curiously. "I'd never have thought it would have
taken you like that, Derek . . . Not quite as badly."
"You formed your opinion in the bad old days, didn't you?" he said
lightly. "When we danced and made love at the Grafton Galleries." She
flushed a little, but did not lower her eyes. "Such a serious girl you
were too, Margaret; I wonder how you ever put up with a brainless sort
of ass like me."
"Because I liked you," she answered quietly, and suddenly it struck
Vane, almost with a feeling of surprise, that the girl sitting beside
him was more than attractive. He wondered why he had let her slip so
easily out of his life. And the train of thought once started seemed a
not unpleasant one. . . . "You'll get it back soon, Derek--your sense
of proportion. You've got to."
"So that I can help build the new Heaven and the new Earth," he laughed.
"So that you may help build the new Heaven and the new Earth," she
repeated gravely rising to her feet. "I must go back or I'll miss my
tea."
"Have a cup with me in the village." Vane scrambled up and fell into
step beside her. They passed Monsieur still snoring, and Madame
nodding peacefully over her knitting, and crossed the deserted
promenade. Then in silence they walked up into the main street of the
little town in search of a tea shop.
"Do you realise, Margaret," he remarked as they sat down at a small
marble-topped table, "that I haven't seen or spoken to a woman for six
months? . . . Heaven help us! Aren't there any cakes?"
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