But Vane shook his head with a laugh. "Cross my palm with silver, pretty
lady, and the old gipsy will tell your fortune. . . . I see a girl in
grey surrounded by men-servants and maid-servants, and encased in costly
furs and sparkling gems. Standing at the door outside is a large and
expensive Limousine into which she steps. The door is shut, and the car
glides off, threading its way through the London traffic. At last the
road becomes clearer, the speed increases, until after an hour's run the
car swings in between some old lodge gates. Without a sound it sweeps up
the drive, and the girl sees the first glint of the lake through the
trees. There is a weeping willow too, and as her eyes rest on it she
smiles a little, and then she sighs. The next moment the car is at the
front door, and she is in the arms of a man who has come out to meet her.
She calls him 'Dad,' and there's a boy just behind him, with his hands in
his pockets, who has eyes for nothing except the car. Because it's
'some' car. . . . She spends the day there, and when she's leaving, the
man she calls 'Dad' puts his hand on her arm. He just looks at
her--that's all, and she smiles back at him. For there's no worry now on
his face, no business trouble to cut lines on his brow. But
sometimes--he wonders; and then she just smiles at him, and his doubts
vanish. They never put it into words those two, and perhaps it is as
well. . . . A smile is so easy, it conceals so much. Not that there's
much to hide on her part. With her eyes wide open she made her choice,
and assuredly it had been worth while. Her father was happy; the old
house was safe and her husband was kind. . . . Only as the car glides
away from the door, her grey eyes once again rest on a weeping willow. A
fat old carp rises with a splash and she sees the ripples widening. . . .
And the smile fades from her lips, because--well, thoughts are capricious
things, and the weeping willow and the carp remind her of a certain
afternoon, and what a certain foolish weaver of fantasies said to
her. . . once in the long ago. Much has she got--much has she given to
others. It may have been worth while--but she has lost the biggest thing
in Life. That has passed her by. . . ."
"The biggest thing in Life," she whispered. "I wonder; oh! I wonder."
"Maybe she would never have found it," he went on, "even if she had not
married the man of great possessions. And then, indeed, she could have
said with reason--'I sure have made a damn fool of myself.' To throw
away the chances of costly furs and sparkling gems; to see _les papillons
noirs_ fluttering round her father's head in increasing numbers--and not
to find the biggest thing in Life after such a sacrifice--yes, that would
be too cruel. So, on balance, perhaps she had chosen wisely. . . ."
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