'Art has nothing to do with women,' Charles rapped out, and, as Sir
Henry had only been making a phrase, he was not offended. Charles
shook the large fat hand which was held out to him, and plunged into
the street.... Ah! It was good to be in the air again, to gaze up at
the sky, to see the passers-by moving about their business. There was
a stillness about the theatre which made him think of Sir Henry in his
room as rather like a large pale fish swimming about in a tank in a
dark aquarium.... After his years of freedom in delightful countries,
where people were in no hurry and were able most charmingly to do
nothing in particular for weeks on end, the captivity of so eminent and
powerful a person appalled and crushed him.... He had not encountered
anything like it in his previous sojourn in London, and he was again
possessed with the bewildered rage that had seized him when he saw the
rebuilt station on his arrival. He had been out of it all for so long,
yet he was of it, and he shuddered away from the increased captivity of
London, yet longed to have been part of it.... It was almost
bewilderingly a new city. During his absence, the immense change from
horse to petrol-driven vehicles had taken place and a new style of
architecture had been introduced. The air was cleaner: so were the
streets. Shop windows were larger. There was everywhere more display,
more colour, more and swifter movement, and yet in the theatre was that
deadly stillness.
He turned into a magnificent shop, where all the flowers looked rather
like little girls dressed up for a party, and ordered some roses to be
sent to Clara, for whom he had begun to feel a rudimentary
responsibility. It comforted him to do that. Somehow it broke the
stillness which had infected him, and most profoundly shocked him, so
different was it from the theatre in which he had been born and bred,
the rather fatuous, very sentimental theatre which was inhabited by
simple kind-hearted vagabonds, isolated from the world of morals and
religion, yet passionately proud of their calling, and setting it above
both morals and religion. But this theatre, magnificent in this new
magnificent London, was empty and still. So much of the theatre that
had been dear to him was gone, and he mourned for it, lamented, too,
over his own folly, for he was suddenly brought face to face with the
fact that the theatre he proposed so light-heartedly to overthrow, the
theatre of the actor, had disappeared. In attacking it he was beating
the air. He had to deal with a new enemy.
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