My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah BernhardtBernhardt, Sarah
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My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah Bernhardt
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- France -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923
She had absolute faith in this man, who besides was the executor
of my father’s will. He had the control of the money that my dear father
had left me. I was not to receive it until the day of my marriage, but
my mother was to use the interest for my education. My uncle, Félix
Faure, was also there. Seated near the fireplace, buried in an arm-
chair, M. Meydieu pulled out his watch in a querulous way. He was an old
friend of the family, and he always called me _ma fil_, which annoyed me
greatly, as did his familiarity. He considered me stupid, and when I
handed him his coffee he said in a jeering tone: “And it is for you, _ma
fil_, that so many honest people have been hindered in their work. We
have plenty of other things to attend to, I can assure you, than to
discuss the fate of a little brat like you. Ah, if it had been her
sister there would have been no difficulty,” and with his benumbed
fingers he patted Jeanne’s head as she remained on the floor plaiting
the fringe of the sofa upon which he was seated.
When the coffee had been drunk, the cups carried away and my sister
also, there was a short silence.
The Duc de Morny rose to take his leave, but my mother begged him to
stay. “You will be able to advise us,” she urged, and the Duc took his
seat again near my aunt, with whom it seemed to me he was carrying on a
slight flirtation.
Mamma had moved nearer to the window, her embroidery frame in front of
her, and her beautiful clear-cut profile showing to advantage against
the light. She looked as though she had nothing to do with what was
about to be discussed.
The hideous notary had risen.
My uncle had drawn me near to him. My godfather Régis seemed to be the
exact counterpart of M. Meydieu. They both of them had the same
_bourgeois_ mind, and were equally stubborn and obstinate. They were
both devoted to whist and good wine, and they both agreed that I was
thin enough for a scarecrow. The door opened, and a pale, dark-haired
woman entered, a most poetical-looking and charming creature. It was
Madame Guérard, “the lady of the upstairs flat,” as Marguerite always
called her. My mother had made friends with her in rather a patronising
way certainly, but Madame Guérard was devoted to me, and endured the
little slights to which she was treated very patiently for my sake. She
was tall and slender as a lath, very compliant and demure. She lived in
the flat above, and had come down without a hat; she was wearing an
indoor gown of indienne with a design of little brown leaves.
M. Meydieu muttered something, I did not catch what. The abominable
notary made a very curt bow to Madame Guérard. The Duc de Morny was very
gracious, for the new-comer was so pretty. My godfather merely bent his
head, as Madame Guérard was nothing to him. Aunt Rosine glanced at her
from head to foot. Mlle. de Brabender shook hands cordially with her,
for Madame Guérard was fond of me.
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