My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exileMouchanow, Marfa
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My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exile
Mouchanow, Marfa
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918
really imagined that the cause of her unpopularity was the fact that
she had no son!
This reminds me of the state of mind into which my poor mistress was
thrown at the birth of her second daughter, Tatiana. She had been
worrying the whole time of her pregnancy at the idea that she might
have another girl, until at last the thought of it had become quite an
obsession, and her nervous system had been absolutely shattered as a
consequence. When the child came into the world there was a profound
silence in the room, and the doctor informed the Czar, by a previously
arranged sign, of the sex of the infant, which it was deemed necessary
to conceal from the mother at first. But the Empress saw the anxious
and troubled faces around her when she had recovered from the effects
of the chloroform which had been administered to her, and her first
words were: “My God, it is again a daughter. What will the nation say,
what will the nation say?” and she burst into loud hysterics.
Nevertheless, the wee, wee maidens who came one after the other to
enliven the family circle of the Czar and Czarina, though they were
very badly received, became in time the objects of their parents’
most affectionate love, and were cared for just as much as if their
births had not constituted a severe disappointment for their father
and mother. But the fact that for something like ten years Russia had
no direct heir, shook the position of Alexandra Feodorovna, who began
to be considered as a person of no consequence. People looked up to
the Grand Duke Michael, in whom every one saw the future Czar, and
who not only was immensely popular, but whose features and character
reminded one more than those of any of his other children of the
late Alexander III. The Empress was quite aware of this fact, and it
did not contribute to her liking for her brother-in-law. In general,
she was not upon good terms with any members of the Russian Imperial
family, with the exception of her sister of course, and of the latter’s
husband, the Grand Duke Sergius, and she clung more than ever to her
German relations, and to her brother in particular. She was always
looking forward to the short sojourns which from time to time she was
allowed to make in Darmstadt, where she felt more at her ease than
anywhere else, with the exception of Livadia, in the Crimea, where she
built for herself a kind of fairy palace, in place of the small cottage
which had been found sufficient for the Empress Marie Alexandrovna,
and where Alexander III. had breathed his last. The construction of
this palace was also one of the things for which my mistress was
reproached. People said that it was not seemly to have pulled down the
house where the late Czar had died, and they had criticised the large
amount of money which had been wasted, as was said, on the erection of
this new residence. When this was repeated to the Empress, she became
quite furious, and swore that not one of those who had thus allowed
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