Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
If he were coming she would wear the pale yellow dress he admired and
arrange her hair in the way he most praised, a low knot drawn above
her neck and pushed securely into the curves at the back of her skull.
Knowing that he would come she would linger over the hair, a thought of
him and of his gracious, easily given admiration in every lift of the
comb as she gently tooled the mass into shape and smiled now and again
at her long face with its firm thin red lips. She had read from her
grandfather’s books and Frank had brought her books containing the new
learning. Conway’s knowledge was more powerful with her, she knew, and
she smiled at her curving smile until her own lips told her their subtle
learning, over and over, retelling. Conway would seat her in the chair
of the blue brocade and he would adjust the light to fall in a cascade
on the yellow gown, or he would arrange the bowl of roses with some
reference to herself and himself and then sit negligently in his chair,
himself a part of some whole which he at the same instant encompassed,
having no notion of why he did these things. Or did he have no notion?
she argued. His knowledge would spread through the room, through the
house, gathered to the brilliant constellations that swam in a sun-shaft
of light before a window, the motes of the beam, and gathered again to
the scent of the honeysuckle outside on the chimney.
* * * * *
Albert would come heavily into the parlor although his feet were agile
and his large frame was light to his motions. He filled the parlor with
his seriousness and with his ponderous future which circled about his
agricultural studies. He would lay his pretexts out, this way and that,
making his decisions in her presence, but if Conway were at hand he was
more light and less committed, as if only Theodosia had his confidences,
as if his approach to Conway were still by the way of the college they
had attended, of the streets they now walked together, of the ball
they sometimes tossed back and forth, the dogs they owned in common.
His strong body, rich with blood and bulk, seemed about to burst from
its clothing as he sat opposite the light, moving from time to time in
his seat in an excess of vitality. If he bent over a printed page, his
earnest eyes lowered to their drooping, his mouth caught in its relaxed,
searching pose, his studious moment would give him back to his boyhood,
even to childhood, and Theodosia would smile faintly beside her eyes,
deeply under the flesh, in a moment of tenderness. Sometimes she would
play for him the light music he desired, bent rhythms that paused over
brinks and leaped with spasmodic passion to its fulfilment in another
twisted measure, any sort so that it moved swiftly to its consummation
and readily fulfilled its promises. She was contemptuous of his taste in
melodies even when she wanted most to please him. He was a part of the
rich insufficiency that surrounded her.
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