Authors, German -- 19th century -- Biography; May, Karl Friedrich, 1842-1912
there is a Jinnistan and an Ardistan, an ethical highland and an
ethical lowland, and that the main movement, we all have to
participate in, is not downwards, but upwards, up, up towards
liberation from sin, rising towards the nobler state of the human
soul. This realization has been the greatest blessing for me; it
has even freed me as well. I have heard those voices, I talked
about earlier, also in the cell, screaming inside of me. I have
fought them, and I have always silenced them. They returned,
though; they rose their voices again, but with longer and longer
intervals, until I could finally assume, that they had become
completely mute once and for all.
Furthermore, I had to manage the prisoner's library, and the
official's library was also made available to me. The works
collected in the latter were not at all just concerned with the
criminal law and the penal system, but rather all fields of
science were represented. I have not just read these delightful
books, which were so rich in contents, but rather I have studied
them and gained very much from them. And there were not just the
volumes of the institution's libraries, which were made available
to me, but I was also happily granted the opportunity to access
books from outside. I felt the irresistible desire, to use the
quiet and undisturbed situation in my cell as much as possible to
progress mentally, and the officials enjoyed in assisting me in
this in every manner which did not contradict the institution's
regulations. Thus, the time of my punishment transformed for me
into a time of studying, in which I found greater opportunities
for being focused and greater possibilities for in-depth studies
than any university student would ever find in freedom. I will
say more about this great, inestimable benefit, which the
imprisonment afforded me, later on. Even today, I am still in
particularly grateful for the fact that I was not prohibited to
obtain books on foreign grammar and to lay, by this, the actual
foundation of my later traveller's tales, which are, as is well
known, not based on any actual travels at all, but were meant to
form an entirely different, up to this point untreated, genre.
But for now, it is not my intention, to elaborate on these studies
of mine, but rather I have to concentrate here solely and in
particular on the fact that the management of the prisoner's
library, which I had been entrusted with, gave me the opportunity
to make most important observations and experiences, under the
influence of which my work as an author has taken on the shape in
which it appears now.
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