Dudley's bright secretive eyes seemed close to her, between her and her
husband, giving out a harsh warmth that suffocated her. She identified
herself so with her imaginings that it was as if she had become
invisible to Laurence.
"Yes. I've had an interesting day at the laboratory. Even the commercial
side of science has its diversions."
On the hearth the delicate drifting ash took a lilac tinge from some
fallen bits of stick in which a crimson glow trembled like a diffused
respiration. The room was strange with firelight. Bronze flames burst
suddenly from the logs in torrents of rushing silk.
Laurence began to tell about the experiment in anaphylaxis which he had
been making in the laboratory that he had charge of at a medical
manufacturing establishment. He put the tips of his fingers together
while his elbows rested on the arms of his chair. His heavy
distinguished face was brown-red from the fire. The gray hair on his
temples was animate as with a life unrelated to him. In his ungainly
repose there was a dignity of acceptance which Julia recognized, though
she could not state it.
Julia felt annihilated by his trust. When he talked on, unaware of her
secret misery, it was as though he had willed her out of being. She and
her pain had ceased to be.
She had a vision of herself in Dudley's arms. That person in Dudley's
arms was alive. She was conscious of herself and Laurence as a double
deadness on either side of the living unrelated vision. Then it passed
and there was nothing but Laurie's dead voice.
* * * * *
After dinner, while Julia was hearing Bobby's lessons downstairs,
Laurence went up to her sitting room to rest and wait for her. He sat
down by the Adams desk. The glow from the blue pottery lamp with its
orange shade shone along his thick gray-sprinkled hair and lighted one
side of his strongly lined face, his deep-set eyes with their crinkled
lids, his large well-shaped nose with its bitter nostrils, and his
rather small mouth with its hard-sweet expression.
When he heard Julia's step he lifted his head and glanced expectantly
toward the door.
Julia's hair was in a loose knot against her neck. She was dressed in a
long plain smock of a curious green. Laurence wondered what genius had
taught her to select her clothes. While his first wife was alive he
despised the mere vainness of dress, but since marrying Julia he had
come to feel that clothes provided the art of individualization. It was
marvelous that a woman who had previously expended most of her industry
as a laboratory assistant had lost none of the knack of enhancing her
feminine attributes.
"Bobby has the most indefatigable determination to have his own way. He
hasn't any respect for our educational system. I felt he simply must
finish his history before he succumbed to the charms of Jack Wilson's
new motor cycle."
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