"Sunday came, and I started on my way to Paynstown. On reaching the
house, a negro servant addressed me in a friendly voice; at the same
moment Mrs. Cook appeared at the door, and I heard her say to the
attendant, on his mentioning my name, 'Let him enter; I am glad that he
comes!' Feeling very shy, I waited outside the hall till a bell gave
the summons for prayers. Mr. Cook conducted the service, which was
commenced with singing a hymn: then a portion of the Scriptures was
read and prayer offered. I have no recollection of what was read, nor
could I understand the prayer, as I knew nothing of our Saviour; yet
I shall never forget this hour; it was a turning-point for the whole
of my life. I had a feeling that I was in the presence of Almighty
God, _my_ Lord and God, and my inmost soul was deeply moved, while I
trembled from head to foot. Unable to utter a word, I hurried away and
remained alone in my hut.
"Some time afterwards Mrs. Cooper offered to teach me to read if I
wished to learn, and I gladly accepted her offer, though exposing
myself to no little ridicule on the part of my fellow-slaves, who
thought it very foolish of me to attempt to learn to read 'the white
men's book.' How thankful have I felt ever since that I was enabled
to read the Bible for myself, and thus come into the enjoyment of a
wonderful privilege!
"Saturday and Sunday were free days for the slaves; Sunday was
market-day in the neighboring town, and we negroes were in the habit
of cultivating our own plots of ground on our return from the service
at Paynstown, or carrying their produce to the market. One Sunday I
was so eagerly bent on making the most out of my garden, that I did
not go to Paynstown, but was busy at work from earliest dawn. Suddenly
the conviction seized my mind that I was not acting right in the sight
of God, in thus digging and planting in hope of gain. Quite overcome
with the thought, I threw away my hoe, and kneeling in the hole which
I had just dug, I cried aloud to our Saviour, imploring Him to help me
in my darkness, and show me what I ought to do. The comforting light
was vouchsafed to me at once. While recognizing my sinful conduct in
striving for outward gain to the detriment of my soul, I was assured
that all my need would be supplied from the bountiful hand of my
heavenly Father, and that the right course for me was to seek first the
kingdom of God and His righteousness. From that day I never touched a
hoe on Sunday, and I have been so blessed in regard to externals that I
have never suffered any want.
"Some time afterwards I made a proposal of marriage to a young woman,
whom I had known as one of the most regular attendants at the services
in Mr. Cooper's house, and she accepted it. My master and mistress
were at first greatly opposed to this step, but were led eventually to
withdraw their prohibition, and we were married on the 8th of June,
1826.
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