Nathaniel Parker WillisBeers, Henry A. (Henry Augustin)
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Nathaniel Parker Willis
Beers, Henry A. (Henry Augustin)
Authors, American -- 19th century -- Biography; Willis, Nathaniel Parker, 1806-1867
In his last year at Andover Willis experienced religion and joined the
church. Any one who has witnessed one of those spiritual epidemics, called
“revivals,” in some school or college needs no description of the kind of
pressure brought to bear on the thoughtless but easily excited young
consciences there assembled. At the first rumor of an unwonted
“seriousness” abroad, occasioned perhaps by the death of a fellow-student,
by a general sickness, or the depression of gloomy weather in a winter
term, the machinery is set in motion. Daily prayer-meetings are held, in
which the elders play part,--the movement at Andover was taken in hand by
the “Seminarians,” that is, the students of the Divinity School;--the
unregenerate are visited in their rooms by classmates who are already
church members, and are prayed with and urged to attend the meetings and
submit themselves to the outpourings of the Spirit. Under this kind of
stimulus there follows a great awakening. Many are “under conviction,” the
air becomes electric, and there is a strange spiritual tension which is
felt even by the resisting. Momentous choices are made in an instant and
under the stress of contagious emotions. The awful issues of eternity are
set before a roomful of boys in the midst of prayers and sobs and eloquent
words, exhorting the sinner not to let pass this opportunity of
salvation,--perhaps his last. And then the movement subsides, leaving an
impression which endures with some, and with others quickly wears off.
Those who believe that the Christian character and the Christian life are
the result of nurture and slow endeavor look with distrust upon these
sudden conversions. The hardened sinner may need some such violent call to
repentance, but there is a sort of indecency in this premature forcing
open of the simple and healthful heart of a boy, substituting morbid
self-questionings, exaggerated remorse, and the terrors of perdition for
his natural brave outlook on a world of hope and enjoyment. The story of
Willis’s conversion is fully told in his letters home, and it reads like a
chapter of “Doctor Johns.”
In 1821, being then fifteen years of age, he had written to his father:--
“I can plainly see an answer to prayer in the delay of my admission
to the church. I prayed that God would, if I was in danger of making
a hasty step, by some means or other prevent it. I doubted, till it
became almost a certainty, whether it was proper. I doubted myself,
my pretensions to a change of heart; and my very heart seemed to
sink under me every time I thought of the solemn engagement I was
unhappy, extremely unhappy, when in Boston, and have been, I might
say, miserable ever since.”
And again in 1822:--
“As to becoming a Christian, it is morally _beyond my power_. I have
not an objection against it that would weigh a feather, and yet I
feel no more solicitude than I ever did about my eternal welfare.”
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