Nathaniel Parker WillisBeers, Henry A. (Henry Augustin)
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Nathaniel Parker Willis
Beers, Henry A. (Henry Augustin)
Authors, American -- 19th century -- Biography; Willis, Nathaniel Parker, 1806-1867
In a letter of the same year to his mother, who had his conversion much at
heart, he says:--
“I do have times when the tears of regret flow, and I make the
resolution of attending to the subject of religion. But my light
head and still lighter heart dismisses the subject as soon as
another object arrests my attention, and my resolutions and regrets
are soon lost in the mazes of pleasure and folly.”
It is curious to reflect that these “mazes of pleasure and folly” meant
nothing more than innocent school-boy diversions, such as black-berrying
and swimming parties, or at worst a juvenile flirtation with some rural
belle. The oldness and gravity of the phrase, in contrast with the boyish
tone of other parts of his letters, illustrate well that moral
precocity--precocity of the conscience as distinguished from the
mind--developed in New England boys of the last generation by the Puritan
training.
In January, 1823, the great revival which had been in progress at Boston
struck the Andover academy. Mr. Willis made his son a visit, and urged him
to join the church. After his return to Boston he received the following
letter:--
ANDOVER, MASS., _January 12, 1823_.
Sunday afternoon.
DEAR FATHER,--I received your package last evening, with my
Testament, etc., inclosed. As the word of God I prize it, and as the
gift of my affectionate father I love it, and shall always look upon
it as a remembrance of an era in my feelings which I hope I shall
always be thankful for. You cannot imagine how much your visit and
advice strengthened me in my resolutions, and spurred me forward in
the good work I had begun. I hope I have now the assurance of being
an heir of life and a recipient of the protection which the wings of
a Saviour’s mercy must afford to those who are gathered under them.
My hope is sometimes shaken when I find my thoughts wandering to
other subjects while the ordinances of God are administering before
my eyes. But the moment that I get upon my knees and pray for
strength I feel my assurance renewed, and rise happier and happier
from every renewal of my supplications.… Saturday evening I attended
our usual meeting in the academy for the _first time_ since I have
been in Andover. It is conducted by the pious scholars of the
academy in succession, and is very interesting. This evening Dr.
Shedd preached the lecture, and after meeting there is to be another
at Mr. Adams’s house. So you see, pa, we are engaged here, and have
reason to hope that _many_ will be inquiring the way to the foot of
the cross.…--_Nine o’clock._ I have been to meeting at the chapel,
and after that attended a prayer-meeting at Mr. Adams’s. They were
both very solemn. Louis Dwight led the last.--_Monday evening, 12
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