Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction
“I’m not conscious,” he began again, “of having said anything
particularly laughable--” He stopped and scrutinized her narrowly, as
though checked by the thought that there might be something not quite
normal.... Then, apparently reassured, he half-murmured his only French
phrase: “_La joie fait peur_ ... eh?”
She did not seem to hear. “I wasn’t laughing at you,” she said, “but
only at the coincidences of life. It was in this room that my husband
asked me to marry him.”
“Ah?” Her suitor appeared politely doubtful of the good taste, or the
opportunity, of producing this reminiscence. But he made another call on
his magnanimity. “Really? But, I say, my dear, I couldn’t be expected to
know it, could I? If I’d guessed that such a painful association--”
“Painful?” She turned upon him. “A painful association? Do you think
that was what I meant?” Her voice sank. “This room is sacred to me.”
She had her eyes on his face, which, perhaps because of its
architectural completeness, seemed to lack the mobility necessary to
follow such a leap of thought. It was so ostensibly a solid building,
and not a nomad’s tent. He struggled with a ruffled pride, rose again to
playful magnanimity, and murmured: “Compassionate angel!”
“Oh, compassionate? To whom? Do you imagine--did I ever say anything to
make you doubt the truth of what I’m telling you?”
His brows fretted: his temper was up. “_Say_ anything? No,” he
insinuated ironically; then, in a hasty plunge after his lost
forbearance, added with exquisite mildness: “Your tact was perfect ...
always. I’ve invariably done you that justice. No one could have been
more thoroughly the ... the lady. I never failed to admire your
good-breeding in avoiding any reference to your ... your other life.”
She faced him steadily. “Well, that other life _was_ my life--my only
life! Now you know.”
There was a silence. Henry Prest drew out a monogrammed handkerchief and
passed it over his dry lips. As he did so, a whiff of his eau de Cologne
reached her, and she winced a little. It was evident that he was seeking
what to say next; wondering, rather helplessly, how to get back his lost
command of the situation. He finally induced his features to break again
into a persuasive smile.
“Not your _only_ life, dearest,” he reproached her.
She met it instantly. “Yes; so you thought--because I chose you
should.”
“You chose--?” The smile became incredulous.
“Oh, deliberately. But I suppose I’ve no excuse that you would not
dislike to hear.... Why shouldn’t we break off now?”
“Break off ... this conversation?” His tone was aggrieved. “Of course
I’ve no wish to force myself--”
She interrupted him with a raised hand. “Break off for good, Henry.”
“For good?” He stared, and gave a quick swallow, as though the dose were
choking him. “For good? Are you really--? You and I? Is this serious,
Lizzie?”
“Perfectly. But if you prefer to hear ... what can only be painful....”
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