Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction
She went more assiduously than ever to the theatre and the opera; she
performed for her friends a hundred trivial services; in her eagerness
to be always busy she invented superfluous attentions, oppressed people
by offering assistance they did not need, verged at times--for all her
tact--on the officiousness of the desperately lonely. At her little
suppers she surprised us with exquisite flowers and novel delicacies.
The champagne and cigars grew better and better as the quality of the
guests declined; and sometimes, as the last of her dull company
dispersed, I used to see her, among the scattered ash-trays and liqueur
decanters, turn a stealthy glance at her reflection in the mirror, with
haggard eyes which seemed to ask: “Will even _these_ come back
tomorrow?”
I should be loth to leave the picture at this point; my last vision of
her is more satisfying. I had been away, travelling for a year at the
other end of the world; the day I came back I ran across Hubert Wesson
at my club. Hubert had grown pompous and heavy. He drew me into a
corner, and said, turning red, and glancing cautiously over his
shoulder: “Have you seen our old friend Mrs. Hazeldean? She’s very ill,
I hear.”
I was about to take up the “I hear”; then I remembered that in my
absence Hubert had married, and that his caution was probably a tribute
to his new state. I hurried at once to Mrs. Hazeldean’s; and on her
door-step, to my surprise, I ran against a Catholic priest, who looked
gravely at me, bowed and passed out.
I was unprepared for such an encounter, for my old friend had never
spoken to me of religious matters. The spectacle of her father’s career
had presumably shaken whatever incipient faith was in her; though in her
little-girlhood, as she often told me, she had been as deeply impressed
by Dr. Winter’s eloquence as any grown-up member of his flock. But now,
as soon as I laid eyes on her, I understood. She was very ill, she was
visibly dying; and in her extremity, fate, not always kind, had sent her
the solace which she needed. Had some obscure inheritance of religious
feeling awaked in her? Had she remembered that her poor father, after
his long life of mental and moral vagabondage, had finally found rest
in the ancient fold? I never knew the explanation--she probably never
knew it herself.
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