Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863Anonymous
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Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863
Anonymous
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Hospitals
I must return here, for a little while, to my old friend, whose delirium
and stupor, to the wonder alike of physicians and nurses, passed
off, after many weeks of tedious suffering, during which time I had
talked to him, read to him, and written letters at his dictation, quite
unconscious that he was still very much under the influence of fever. His
sister remained till she saw that he would probably live, and then was
obliged to return to her home. He could carry on a perfectly rational
conversation, although always inclined to excitement; and it was quite
evident, from the whole tone of his remarks, that his “hoary hairs” were
anything but a “crown of righteousness.” I link these two cases together
because they were so linked, strangely enough, from the beginning, and
still more in the end, and so must ever remain in my mind.
Several weeks passed by, during which I was not at the hospital; and when
I returned, what was my surprise to find our patient up, dressed, and
seated by the stove. “Why, Jackson, is it possible? How glad I am to see
you so much better.”
He looked at me without a sign of recognition, rose, bowed, but said
nothing.
“Don’t you remember me, or what is the matter?” said I, thoroughly
puzzled.
“I never saw you before, ma’am, did I? Never to my knowledge.”
“Well done for you, Jackson!” and “That’s a good one, isn’t it?” burst
from more than one of the men, with a hearty laugh.
He looked troubled and bewildered. I saw the whole thing at once.
“Never mind, Jackson,” said I, “you have been very ill,--as ill as it
was possible to be to recover, and you remember nothing of that time; I
suppose it seems like a long dream.”
Such was precisely the case. Even the weeks when I had supposed him
perfectly conscious, were all a blank; he had not the slightest
recollection even of being brought in, and of nothing afterwards until
the weeks during which I had been away.
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