Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863Anonymous
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Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863
Anonymous
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Hospitals
Ennis soon brought me a spelling-book, given him by one of the men,
and claimed my promise to teach him to read. Most faithfully he
studied, but just as we were priding ourselves upon our progress, and
he was triumphantly mastering the mysteries of “It is he,” “I am in,”
the order came, and by a strange chance, Jackson and he were to go
on to Washington together, to rejoin their different regiments. This
I exceedingly regretted, as I looked upon Jackson as very far from a
desirable companion or example for a young boy like Ennis. This feeling
was confirmed, when, on the morning of their departure, Jackson came to
bid me goodbye, with unsteady step and bloodshot eye. I spoke as I felt,
strongly and sternly, as I could not but feel towards one so lately
raised from the very gate of death, and thus requiting the Love and Mercy
which had spared him. I know not, and it matters not what I said, but
when I spoke of the fearful responsibility which would rest upon his
soul, should he lead that child committed to his care into sin, he looked
surprised and startled, and promised me, in the most solemn manner, that
he should come to no evil through him. It would have eased my heart of a
heavy load, could I have relied more implicitly upon that promise; but,
after all, such feelings are but a want of Faith; because the visible
guard was the last that I should have chosen for him. I forgot that that
young boy went forth attended by a bright, unseen Guard, to guide and
protect him through every step of his way. And so we parted. Weeks have
formed themselves into months, and months have formed themselves into
a year, but I have never heard of them, or even seen their names, and
cannot tell whether they are numbered among the living or the dead.
I can scarcely tell why it is, but there are no cases, in all the
memories of hospital life, which stand out so clearly stereoscoped upon
my brain, as the two of which I have just spoken.
BROWNING.
This morning, as I opened the door of the ladies’ room at the hospital,
I found M., as usual, before me at her post busily working. She greeted
me with “Mr. ---- (our chaplain) has just been in, to say that Browning
is to be baptized this morning, and he would like us to be present; so we
shall have to be prompt with our work.”
This Browning was a striking instance of the mercy and long-suffering of
our dear Lord and Master. After a wholly irreligious life, he had entered
the army, (though quite advanced in years,) at the breaking out of the
rebellion, where, instead of being struck down by a bullet, a long and
suffering illness in the hospital had been graciously granted to him;
it had borne its fruit, and this day, the brow furrowed by sin, and the
hair whitened in the service of another master, are to be moistened by
baptismal waters.
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