Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863Anonymous
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Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863
Anonymous
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Hospitals
There seemed to me something touching in the extreme, in this earnest
effort to subdue suffering by whistling up the bright memories of home,
in the midst of such intense physical anguish, and in the endeavor
to treat his own case as lightly as possible. Well has it been said,
“Character is seen through small openings;” and as he appeared in this
conversation, such did we find him always. Gentle, unselfish, and bearing
his terrible suffering with a beautiful patience, ere long he became a
general favorite throughout the whole hospital; and during the tedious
months of close and constant nursing which his case required, every one
seemed glad to help him and wait upon him at all times. But this is
anticipating, for no doubt he will appear again, as for a long time he
was one of our prime objects of interest, from the constant attention as
to diet and delicacies which his case required.
As I pass on from bed to bed, I give rather a scrutinizing glance, in
hopes of just seeing the formidable object whom I had been warned to
avoid. But in vain. All seem quiet, and since my presence has stopped
the whistling, nothing is heard but the men talking in an undertone, or
an occasional low moan of pain, which seems to come from some one asleep
and suffering. Suddenly, in my tour, I pause before a bed, struck by
the expression of intense anguish on a sweet, young face, white as the
pillow it rests upon; his fair hair tossed from the pale brow, which is
painfully contracted, and his long, thin, taper fingers, white as the
face, move convulsively as he sleeps. He is evidently badly wounded,
for a hoop raises the clothes from his bandaged limb. Who can he be?
Evidently those hands, even allowing for illness and loss of blood, have
never seen rough service, and belong to some one of a higher class than
we usually see as a Private here; for although we proudly acknowledge
that some of the best blood of the country is now in the ranks, still
it has not, as yet, been our good fortune to encounter its presence in
this hospital. There is a sort of fascination about that face, and I
stand gazing at him and wondering over him till Richards, one of our old
attachés, comes up.
“Oh! he’s asleep, poor fellow, at last; that accounts for it; the boys
are all wondering how you got so close; he’s in a great way, when he’s
awake. He couldn’t bear you that near without screaming.”
“Surely this can’t be the man Foster said was ‘as cross as thunder?’”
said I, thinking it utterly impossible that here was indeed the dreaded
object I had been seeking.
“Well, yes, miss; the boys call him cross, but somehow I don’t think he
means to be cross; only, you see he suffers so with that mashed-up limb,
that he’s afraid they’ll touch him when they come near, and he calls out
sudden like, and so they call him cross; but he’s as grateful as can be,
for any little thing you do for him.”
“Is he very badly wounded?”
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