Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863Anonymous
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Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863
Anonymous
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Hospitals
“Oh! yes. The doctors would have taken his leg right off, but they say
he’s too weak to stand it; you never saw such a sight; he and Robinson,
there, are an awful pair to look at.”
“Is this Darlington? I heard Robinson say that Darlington was worse than
he was.”
“Yes, ma’am; the doctor says he’s not worse, only they take it different.
You see, poor Tom here, frets all the time, and don’t give himself no
chance; but that fellow over there’ll worry through yet, if pluck can do
it.”
This was afterwards confirmed by the surgeon himself. He assured me
that Robinson’s wound had appeared quite as dangerous--indeed, at one
time, even more so; but his quiet, placid disposition aided his recovery
immensely; while the terribly nervous temperament, and high state of
nervous irritability of poor Darlington, were equally against him.
“I’m glad enough he’s sleeping,” added Richards, “for he’s been here for
three days, and this is the first time, night or day, that I’ve caught
him with his eyes shut; lots of anodyne, too, the doctors give him. It’s
worry, worry, worry from morning to night about his sister; he wants so
to see her, and says if she were only here, she could come near his bed
and it wouldn’t hurt him.”
“Where does she live? Why don’t they send for her? he can’t live.”
“Away off in Michigan; and he won’t even have her told that he’s sick;
he says wait till he’s better, and then he’ll write; but he won’t have
her frightened. If he could only forget her for a little while, it’s my
notion he’d do better; but I tell him none of the boys here make half
the fuss after their wives that he does after his sister. Poor boy! he’s
just twenty-one since he came in here, and I rather guess they must have
thought a sight of him at home,--at least, he does of them,--too much for
his own good, that’s certain; this terrible fretting after home, when
they’re sick, does the boys a lot of harm.”
Knowing that Richards’ one talent was garrulity, I left him and went to
our room, thinking that perhaps we might prepare something to tempt poor
Darlington’s appetite; for the surgeon told us it was vital to keep up
his strength, and yet he could scarcely be persuaded to touch anything
which had been brought him.
As I well knew, from the state they described him to be in, that the
sight of a stranger could not be agreeable to him, we sent everything we
made for him through Richards, who constituted himself his body-guard
from the moment of his entering the hospital, and a most faithful and
untiring nurse he proved. Never again can I say that garrulity is his
only talent; he developed then and there a gift for nursing for which
those who best loved Darlington can never be too grateful. Days passed
on, and I soon found that (as I had supposed) what the men termed
“crossness,” was but the sad querulousness produced by suffering, and the
state of which I have spoken.
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