Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863 — John Shaqi
Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863Anonymous
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Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863
Anonymous
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Hospitals
“That bottle, standing on the table at your side, Corning, is marked
to be taken by the teaspoonful; perhaps, if you were to empty it at a
dose, it might have the same effect. I never recommended such immoderate
laughter.”
“Oh, please don’t speak of it. It brings it up so.”
The remembrance was quite too much, and one fit of laughter followed
another, strangely interspersed with groans of pain, from the soreness of
the muscles. That merry laugh was at all times most contagious; the men
quickly crowded round, joining in it without asking any reason, and we
bade fair to have the scene of yesterday re-enacted.
To preserve gravity was quite impossible, there was something so
irresistibly ludicrous in the whole affair, but I felt that it must be
stopped.
“Corning! this will never do; you must control yourself; you will be ill;
and besides, you are disturbing our sick men.”
“I think, Miss ----,” said he, with a violent effort at composure, “if
you won’t take it hard, if you’d just go away; if I didn’t see you, I
might get quiet.”
“Certainly I will. I won’t ‘take it hard,’ at all, and I will come back
when you are quieter.”
“Oh! please no! Oh! don’t come back; if you do, it’ll be as bad as ever
again.”
The idea was quite enough; and the last sound I heard, as I withdrew my
mirth-inspiring presence, was another of those clear, ringing laughs.
How I longed to have the same effect upon the poor fellows in another
ward, where I had vainly racked my brain for many days, to call up even
a faint smile on their depressed and weary faces. I sent everything over
to the sergeant’s ward through the day, not risking my dangerous presence
there; and even at night judged it better not to go over to say goodbye,
although it was Saturday night, and my duties for the week were over.
When I came again, my merry friend had been returned to his regiment,
and that had been our final interview. I have often wondered since, how
(if ever) we should meet again? Whether that last laughing parting will
linger in his mind, or whether its memory shall have been crushed out by
the stern realities of war?
NOTE.--The problem has been solved. To our amazement, the
week after the Gettysburg fight, Little Corning walked into
the ladies’ room at the hospital, fresh from the field--or
rather, anything but fresh. Tattered and battered, soiled and
moiled; his head tied up, and looking very much, on the whole,
as though he had been in an Irish row. He had been wounded in
the temple by a shell; but not dangerously, and had hastened
to “his old home,” as he called it, as soon as he arrived,
although to his great regret, as well as ours, he had been
placed in another hospital.
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