Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863Anonymous
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Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863
Anonymous
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Hospitals
We welcomed him warmly, and were too full of his danger and our
own--his escape and our own, to revert to past days for more
than a word. He had not lost his old bright spirit, and when we
told him how pleasant it was to have our old friends for our
defenders, his eye sparkled, and he said, “Yes; I felt all the
time I was fighting for you.” And thus we met again.
* * * * *
“No stream from its source
Flows seaward, how lonely soever its course,
But what some land is gladdened. No star ever rose
And set, without influence somewhere. Who knows
What earth needs from earth’s lowest creature? No life
Can be pure in its purpose, and strong in its strife,
And all life not be purer and stronger thereby:
The spirits of just men made perfect on high;
The Army of Martyrs who stand by the throne,
And gaze into The Face that makes glorious their own,
Know this surely at last. Honest love, honest sorrow;
Honest work for the day, honest hope for the morrow,--
Are these worth nothing more than the hand they make weary?
The heart they have saddened, the life they leave dreary?
Hush! the sevenfold Heavens to the voice of the Spirit
Echo, ‘He that o’ercometh, shall all things inherit.’”
GAVIN.
How sadly and how strangely we misjudge our brother! We walk daily by
his side, and receive the cold exterior as a type of the inner life,
forgetting that hardness, sternness, and repelling reserve, may be only
the crust of the crater, hiding the lava beneath. How comes it that,
when, in our own case, we are all so well aware that,
“Not ev’n the tenderest heart, and next, our own,
Knows half the reasons why we smile or sigh;”
yet, we will not believe in the secret sufferings of others? Instead of
seeking to win the unstrung instrument back to harmony, by the tender
touch of loving sympathy, we mete out precisely the measure meted to us;
oppose coldness to coldness, hardness to hardness, reserve to reserve,
and thus a wall is built up between us, and all hope of influence is
gone. We need more trust in, and more charity for, each other. Woe to
the sick soul, suffering and sorrowful, its sickness only shown by
the petulant word, the rude retort, the outward expression of inward
wretchedness,--woe to such a soul, I say, were it left only to man’s
tender mercies. Most mercifully it is not. Infinite Love breathes balm
upon it. Infinite Compassion soothes it. When shall we even begin to
imitate the one, or strive to attain to the other?
These thoughts were called up by a keen sense of the injustice of my own
judgment, in a special case, only discovered this very day.
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