On Being Negro in AmericaRedding, J. Saunders (Jay Saunders)
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On Being Negro in America
Redding, J. Saunders (Jay Saunders)
African Americans -- Race identity; Redding, J. Saunders (Jay Saunders), 1906-1988; United States -- Race relations
I could not believe that what was happening to him could happen. Of
course I had heard stories of strict Party discipline, of orders being
given to Party members to do what no one in his right mind would do, but
I had not believed such stories, though they were common and though they
were also congruous with the newspaper accounts of the purges that were
then taking place in Russia. I had kept my reservations. But this
business with Clark was real. He was someone I knew, and this was
happening to him.
“Look,” I said, “why don’t you be sensible? Why don’t you——”
He was shaking his head before I could finish. There seemed to be
nothing I could say to arouse him to a true recognition of the fix he
was in. Perhaps at bottom he had a martyr complex, but I could not see
in him any of the things I associated with martyrdom. There was none of
the fire, none of the dignity and nobility I thought of as belonging in
the picture. There were not even defiance and rebellion in him—or if
they were, Clark kept them hidden beneath layers of stony reserve that
could not be penetrated. Besides, it seemed to me that to _have_ to
suffer alone for a principle made the principle suspect.
And he suffered alone. I did not go to see him in the Tombs where he was
remanded after the preliminary hearing, and on the day of his trial I
searched four papers before I found in one of them a short notice: NEGRO
CONVICTED OF THEFT.
I saw him again at the trial. It lasted less than twenty minutes. Clark,
in the same rumpled brown suit he had worn in jail, was led in. He
looked slightly drawn, but I think I was the only one of the twenty or
thirty spectators who could have known this. No one seemed to take any
interest in this fourth case on the docket. The charge was read. The
court-appointed lawyer pleaded guilty. A short, stocky man was sworn in
and gave testimony to the effect that so-many and so-many bolts of cloth
were missing over a period of months; that company detectives were put
on the trail of them, and that finally in March they had found “their
man.” Then a private detective testified; then a stock clerk. There were
no other witnesses. Clark was ordered to stand. The judge pronounced
sentence—five years in prison. Clark looked around at the spectators
then, but I could see no change in his expression. He was nudged away. I
left the courtroom.
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