Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
"Oh, Richard," she whispered once, with her soft face nestling in her
husband's neck, while his protecting arm went kindly round her; "the
greatest joy on earth is to possess a child--the greatest woe to lose
it! The loss of our parents we may, and must, in the course of time
anticipate; but the loss of our children--never!"
"But Denzil will return, Conny--you would not have the boy tied to
your apron-strings, like Sybil?" urged Richard, laughing to cheer and
rouse her; but, nevertheless, the rank, title and fair fortune now
before them all, the mother's anxious heart foreboded sorrow in the
future; and now came the last night her boy was to sleep under his
father's roof, ere he was to go forth into the world--forth like a
branch torn from its parent stem.
When all were in slumber that night, poor Constance stole in to watch
her Denzil as he slept. The feeble rays of the night-lamp played on
the features of her boy, and on the glitter of a laced scarlet-coat
and gold epaulettes that hung on the pier glass. With the vanity
natural to youth, he had been contemplating himself in his Regimental
finery ere he went to repose, and his bullock-trunk and overland,
lettered for "India," were among the first things that caught her
eye, bringing more home to her heart the fact of his departure.
He was still hers!
To-morrow he should be far away from her, out on the great and
stirring highway of life--her petted boy no longer; and smiles, like
ripples upon shining water, seemed to spread over the smooth face of
the sleeping lad, even as the tears gathered in the eyes, and prayer
in the heart of the mother who watched him for a time, with her hands
clasped, and stole away with many a backward glance, thinking how
lonely she should be when that hour on the morrow came.
And this tall and handsome lad--this young soldier going forth to
carry the Queen's colours in the distant East, was once her "baby
boy," the child she had borne, nursed and nurtured. She had a sweet
and sad, yet proud and joyous consciousness in this. Had he been
weakly, deformed or crippled, she should have loved him all the same;
but then, thank God! her Denzil was so handsome.
Often in far-away lands, on weary marches, in comfortless tents and
rickety bungalows, on the banks of the Sutlej, or amid hostile Sikhs
and Afghans, would he dream of the soft and loving face that had been
bent in silence over his--the face he never more might see, save in
those kind visions that God sends in sleep, to soothe--it may be, to
sadden and to warn us.
"No child can ever know how dearly its parents love it--how they
suffer in its illness, loss or departure," whispered Constance to
herself; "still," she thought upbraidingly, "I left my poor father to
sorrow in his humble home at Montreal--but then it was with a
husband, so dear and true!"
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