"Oh dear!" exclaimed Annie, in a tone of mingled vexation and distress,
"why has it all turned out so miserably? I'm so sorry, so very sorry;
but in kindness I must show you how hopeless it all is. I am the same
as engaged to another."
Gregory started violently. His despairing words had been not quite
despairing. But now a chill like death settled about his heart. He was
well satisfied that she was one who would be true as steel to all such
ties, and that no man who had learned to know her would ever prove
inconstant. But, with a white face and firmly compressed lips, he still
listened quietly.
"I came out this morning hoping to tell you a little secret as I might
confide in a brother, and I trusted that your friendship for me would
prove strong enough to enable me to make you his friend also. I wanted
you to stay a little longer, that you might meet him, and that I might
reconcile you, and prepare the way for pleasant companionship in the
future. I am expecting Charles Hunting now every--
"What is the matter? What do you mean by that look of horror? What have
you against him, that you should show such deep hostility before, and
now stare at me in almost terror?"
But he only staggered against a tree for support.
"Speak," cried she, passionately seizing his arm. "I will not endure
the innuendo of your look and manner."
"I will speak," he answered, in sudden vehemence. "I've lost too much
by him. Charles Hunting is--"
But he stopped, clinched his hands, and seemed to make a desperate
effort at self-control. She heard him mutter as he turned away a few
steps, "Stop! stop! All that is left you now is a little self-respect.
Keep that--keep that."
Annie misunderstood him, and thought he referred to some slander that
he had hesitated to utter against his enemy even in his anger and
jealousy. With flashing eyes she said, "Let me complete the sentence
for you. Charles Hunting is a Christian gentleman. You may well think
twice before you speak one word against him in my presence."
"Did I say one word against him?" he asked, eagerly.
"No, but you looked much more than words can express."
"I could not help that. Your revelation was sudden, Miss Walton."
"How could it be otherwise?" she asked, indignantly. "The first evening
of your arrival, when his name was mentioned, your face grew as black
as night. When I again sought to speak to you of him, you adjured me
never to mention his name. You taxed my forbearance severely at that
time. But I hoped you would become so changed that such enmity would be
impossible."
"I see it all now," he groaned--"the miserable fatality of it all. I
must shut off the one way of escape, and then go forward. By my own
act, I must destroy my one chance. If I had only known this in time.
And yet it's through my own act that I did not know. Your God is
certainly one of justice. I'm punished now for all the past. But it
seems a trifle cruel to show one heaven and then shut the door in one's
face. If I had only known!"
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