"There," exclaimed Annie, in the deepest distress; "because of this
little thing you fall back into your old scepticism."
"This 'little thing' is death to me," he said, in a hard, bitter tone.
"Oh no, I'm not at all sceptical. The 'argument from design,' the
nature of the result, are both too clear. I'm simply being dealt with
according to law. Though perfectly sincere, you were entirely too
lenient that Sunday evening when I told you what I was. My conscience
was right after all. I only wish that I had fallen from yonder roof the
other night. I might then have made my exit decently."
"Mr. Gregory, you shock me," she said, almost sternly. "You have no
right to insult my faith in a merciful God by such words, and your
believing Him cruel and vindictive on this one bit of your experience
is the sheerest egotism. It is the essence of selfishness to think
everything wrong when one does not have one's own way."
He only bowed his answer, then stepped out to the point of the hill,
and took a long, lingering look at the valley and his old home, sighed
deeply, turned, and said to her, quietly, "Perhaps it is time for you
to return to your father."
CHAPTER XXVIII
WHAT A LOVER COULD DO
Without a word they descended the hill. Gregory was very pale, and
this, with a certain firmness about his mouth, was the only indication
of feeling on his part. Otherwise, he was the same finished man of the
world that he had appeared when he came. Annie's face grew more and
more troubled with every glance at him.
"He is hardening into stone," she thought; and she was already
reproaching herself for speaking so harshly. "I might have known," she
thought, "that his rash, bitter words were only incoherent cries of
pain and disappointment."
He perplexed her still more by saying at the foot of the hill, in his
old light tone, "See, Miss Walton, our 'well-meaning friend' has not
been here to put up the bars, and we can take the shorter way through
the orchard. I would like to see them picking apples once more. By the
way, you must say good-by for me to your old neighbor, and tell him
that out of respect for his first honest greeting, I'm going to fill
his pipe for the winter."
But Annie's heart was too full to answer.
"How familiar these mossy-trunked trees are!" he continued, determined
that there should be no awkward pauses, no traces to the eyes of others
of what had occurred. "How often I've picked apples from this one and
that one--indeed from all! Good-by, old friends."
"Do you never expect to come back to these 'old friends,' and others
that would be friends again?" she asked, in low, trembling tones. "Mr.
Gregory, you are cruel. You are saying good-by as if it were a very
ordinary matter."
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