"Oh, I am a monster already, and so have no character to lose. But
where is your penetration? If a man with a hobby is idiotic,
narrow-browed, fussy and bustling, excessively obtrusive with his one
idea, a woman must be like him with all these things exaggerated. Has
it not occurred to you that I have a hobby of the most wooden and
clumsy order?"
"But that was my idea of a hobby. You have spiritualized my wooden
block into a Pegasus--the symbol of inspiration. Have you such a hobby?"
"I have."
"What is it?"
She went out of the room, saying smilingly over her shoulder, "You must
find that out for yourself."
CHAPTER X
A PLOT AGAINST MISS WALTON
Gregory was soon off for his ramble. The storm had cleared away,
leaving the air so warm and genial as to suggest spring rather than
fall; but he was quite oblivious of the outer world, and familiar
scenes had not the power to awaken either pleasant or painful
associations. He was trying to account for the influence that Annie
Walton had suddenly gained over him, but it was beyond his philosophy.
This provoked him. His cool, worldly nature doubted everything and
especially everybody. He believed in the inherent weakness of humanity,
and that if people were exceptionally good it was because they had been
exceptionally fortunate in escaping temptation. He also had a cynical
pleasure in seeing such people tripping and stumbling, so that he might
say in self-excusing, "We are all alike."
And yet he was compelled to admit that if Annie's goodness was seeming
it was higher art than he had known before. There was also an
unconscious assertion of superiority in her manner that he did not
like. True, things had turned out far better than he had expected.
There was no cant about her. She did not lecture him or "talk religion"
in what he regarded as the stereotyped way, and he was sure she would
not, even if they became better acquainted. But there is that in
genuine goodness and nobility of character that always humiliates the
bad and makes them feel their degradation. A real pity and sympathy for
him tinged her manner, but these qualities are not agreeable to pride.
And it must be admitted that she had a little self-righteous
satisfaction that she was so much better than this sadly robbed and
wounded man suddenly appearing at the wayside of her life. In human
strength there is generally a trace of arrogance. Only divine strength
and purity can say with perfect love and full allowance for all
weakness and adverse influences, "Neither do I condemn thee; go, and
sin no more."
Gregory had now reached a rustic bridge across a little stream that,
swollen from the recent rain, came gurgling and clamoring down from the
hills. Leaning upon the rail he seemed to watch the foaming water glide
under his feet; but the outward vision made no impression on his mind.
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