"Then believe in Him, and don't waste your wind and fret your wits
blaming Him, because He don't do to others as He teaches us to do to
others. If you believe, you must hold that His ways ain't our ways
and that He sees the end from the beginning and suchlike comforting
opinions. To believe in Him and think that you could go one better
than Him is silly."
"One thing's certain: you can't have it both ways."
"You never spoke a truer word," admitted Mr. Withycombe. "Foxhunting
taught me that afore you were born; and life didn't ought to hurt a
man that admits it. You've looked at life with seeing eyes no doubt,
and you must have seen lots of men treated worse than you, as well as
better. The machine treats the blades of grass much the same,
whether they be tall or short, and to be under the harrow, or under
the weather, is the common lot of us all. Only a man's self knows
his luck--not them looking at him from outside. One primrose be set
on the south side of the hedge, another on the north; but that never
puzzles me, or troubles them."
Maynard was very silent before this philosophy. The ideas came as
something new and the speaker's attitude of good-humoured, mental
superiority did not tempt him to explain the reason for his own
pessimistic attitude.
Presently Enoch challenged him.
"And what have you got to say against that?" he asked.
"Nothing at all. The point of view's everything, and if you, from
your bed of sickness, can feel all's for the best, I suppose I ought."
"There's all sorts of beds of sickness," answered Mr. Withycombe,
"and no doubt the highest wisdom would say that sickness of the body
is a lesser evil than sickness of the mind. But it's a very natural
thing that a young man like you should be more interested in your own
case than any other, and think it harder than any other. You all do;
I don't blame you for that. But, with your good wits and good health
and the world before you, there's no reason why you should let the
past make you too down-daunted, whatever it may have done to you.
There's always the future for a young man."
"The past can bitch up the future past praying for, however," argued
Maynard, and the hunter considered the statement.
"The future be at the mercy of the past in a manner of speaking I
grant," he said; "but a lot depends on whether we hurt ourselves in
the past, or was only hurt by other people. Of course bad blood in
our veins and vices can maim our future past praying for, as you say;
but, with an even-minded man like you, I should judge you'd always
been master of your past, and so ought to face the future more
hopeful than what you seem to."
Lawrence still felt no desire to go into details. He guessed that
Mr. Withycombe must be a great talker and knew not as yet whether
confidences would be sacred. Moreover, he was weary of the subject
and thought that the other might be.
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