"I dare say you're right. It may be a fool's trick always to keep
the past before your eyes and let it shadow the future. That is if
you can help it. But--however, you'll be pretty tired of me and my
affairs. The thing is to take big views."
"It is--and to take views that ain't got the figure of No. 1 stuck in
front of 'em, Maynard. The first thing to do, if you be going to set
up for a thinker, is to rule yourself out, and all you dread and
fear, and all you wish and desire. You've got to clear yourself out
of the way; and some can, and then, if they've got brains, they see
things clearer; and some can't, and that sort will never add a mite
to their own wisdom, or anybody's. Get me my tea now. Us'll drink
some tea. It's good of you and other men to be here now and again,
because it gives my daughter a chance to stretch her legs and get the
news. Now I should call her a sensible pattern of woman."
"So she is then. And a very popular woman, Mr. Withycombe."
"She's one that haven't let ill fortune sour her. No childer, and a
husband lost before his time. But there she is, fifty year old and
facing life and its duties and the dull task of a bed-ridden father,
all so quiet and seemly as need be. No grumbling--not a sigh. I'm
devilish cranky when the pain's bad; and though we can all be very
wise to our neighbours of a Sunday afternoon, like this, there's
times when we ain't very wise to our relations on weekdays. The
past--the past--small wonder we look back if it's been as good as
mine."
Maynard got the tea from the kitchen and arranged a bed-table for the
invalid.
"Fire's right for toasting," he said. "Shall I make some?"
"Do so. A good thought. You don't tell me the reasons for your dark
view of things and I don't want 'em--don't think it. But I'll ax you
something of a private nature, because you'll respect confidence. No
need to answer, however, if you feel it's none of your business. And
it certainly is not. But if you can reply in strict confidence,
young man, you'll pleasure me. Does Joe Stockman ever tell about
Melinda, or give his opinion upon her?"
"He does. He's got a mighty high opinion of her and says she's a
burning light and a lesson to all the women. He don't hide his
feelings. He was figuring up her age a bit backalong."
Enoch laughed.
"Ah! But you can't have it both ways, as we said just now. Master
Joe's always crying out about being an old man, but he don't want to
feel an old man, or look an old man where my Melinda's concerned. I
read Joe like a book I may tell you. He often thinks what a fine
thing it would be to wed Melinda; but he knows he couldn't make a
servant of her, like he does of his daughter."
"He's always been uncommon friendly to me," said Lawrence.
"Long may he continue so. You're a good man at your job I doubt not,
and he knows it. But--well, enough said."
Maynard sat another hour with the old man and the talk drifted to
fox-hunting.
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