“Suppose that, to snatch you from some intolerable suffering, you were
promised an awakening and a return to consciousness after a wholly
unconscious sleep of three months?”
“‘I would accept it gladly.’
“But suppose that, at the end of the three months, they forgot you and
did not wake you until ten thousand years had passed, how much the wiser
would you be? And, sleep once begun, what difference does it make to you
whether it last for three months or for ever?”
7
Let us then consider that all that composes our consciousness comes
first of all from our body. Our mind does but organize that which is
supplied by our senses; and even the images and the words—which in
reality are but images—by the aid of which it strives to sever itself
from those senses and deny their sway are borrowed from them. How could
that mind remain what it was, when it has nothing left of that which
formed it? When our mind no longer has a body, what shall it carry with
it into infinity whereby to recognize itself, seeing that it knows
itself only by favour of that body? A few memories of their common life?
Will those memories, which were already fading in this world, suffice to
separate it for ever from the rest of the universe, in boundless space
and in unlimited time?
“But,” I shall be told, “there is more in us than our intelligence
discovers. We have many things within us which our senses have not
placed there; we contain a greater being than the one we know.”
That is probable, nay, certain: the share occupied by the inconscient,
that is to say, by that which represents the universe, is enormous and
preponderant. But how shall the ego which we know and whose destiny
alone concerns us recognize all those things and that greater being
neither of which it has ever known? What will it do in the presence of
that stranger? If I be told that the stranger is myself, I will readily
agree; but was that which upon earth felt and weighed my joys and
sorrows and gave birth to the few memories and thoughts that remain to
me, was that this impassive, unseen stranger who existed in me all
unsuspected, even as I am probably about to live in him without his
concerning himself with a presence that will bring him but the sorry
recollection of a thing that has ceased to be? Now that he has taken my
place, while destroying, in order to acquire a larger consciousness, all
that formed my small consciousness here below, is it not another life
commencing, a life whose joys and sorrows will pass above my head, not
even brushing with their new-born wings the being which I am conscious
of to-day?
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