At the summit of
our infinitesimal life, we see only intelligence and consciousness, the
extreme point of thought; and from this we infer that, at the summits of
all lives, there could be naught but intelligence and consciousness,
whereas these perhaps occupy only an inferior place in the hierarchy of
spiritual or other possibilities.
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Survival absolutely denuded of consciousness would, therefore, be
possible only if we denied a cosmic consciousness. As soon as we admit
this consciousness, under whatsoever form, we are bound to share in it;
and, up to a certain point, the question is indistinguishable from that
of the continuance of a more or less modified consciousness. There is,
for the moment, no hope of solving it; but we are free to grope in its
darkness, which is not perhaps equally dense at all points.
Here begins the open sea. Here begins the glorious adventure, the only
one abreast with human curiosity, the only one that soars as high as its
highest longing. Let us accustom ourselves to regard death as a form of
life which we do not yet understand; let us learn to look upon it with
the same eye that looks upon birth; and soon our mind will be
accompanied to the steps of the tomb with the same glad expectation that
greets a birth.
Suppose that a child in its mother’s womb were endowed with a certain
consciousness; that unborn twins, for instance, could, in some obscure
fashion, exchange their impressions and communicate their hopes and
fears to each other. Having known naught but the warm maternal shades,
they would not feel straitened nor unhappy there. They would probably
have no other idea than to prolong as long as possible that life of
abundance free from cares and of sleep free from alarms. But, if, even
as we are aware that we must die, they too knew that they must be born,
that is to say, suddenly leave the shelter of that gentle darkness and
abandon for ever that captive but peaceful existence, to be precipitated
into an absolutely different, unimaginable and boundless world, how
great would be their anxieties and their fears! And yet there is no
reason why our own anxieties and fears should be more justified and less
ridiculous. The character, the spirit, the intentions, the benevolence
or the indifference of the unknown to which we are subject do not alter
between our birth and our death. We remain always in the same infinity,
in the same universe. It is perfectly reasonable and legitimate to
persuade ourselves that the tomb is no more dreadful than the cradle. It
would even be legitimate and reasonable to accept the cradle only on
account of the tomb. If, before being born, we were permitted to choose
between the great peace of non-existence and a life that should not be
completed by the glorious hour of death, which of us, knowing what he
ought to know, would accept the disquieting problem of an existence that
would not lead to the reassuring mystery of its end? Which of us would
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