wish to come into a world where we can learn so little, if he did not
know that he must enter it if he would leave it and learn more? The best
thing about life is that it prepares this hour for us, that it is the
one and only road leading to the magic gateway and into that
incomparable mystery where misfortunes and sufferings will no longer be
possible, because we shall have lost the body that produced them; where
the worst that can befall us is the dreamless sleep which we number
among the greatest boons on earth; where, lastly, it is almost
unimaginable that a thought should not survive to mingle with the
substance of the universe, that is to say, with infinity, which, if it
be not a waste of indifference, can be nothing but a sea of joy.
5
Before fathoming that sea, let us remark to those who aspire to maintain
their ego that they are calling for the sufferings which they dread. The
ego implies limits. The ego cannot subsist except in so far as it is
separated from that which surrounds it. The stronger the ego, the
narrower its limits and the clearer the separation. The more painful
too; for the mind, if it remain as we know it—and we are not able to
imagine it different—will no sooner have seen its limits than it will
wish to overstep them; and, the more separated it feels, the greater
will be its longing to unite with that which lies outside. There will
therefore be an eternal struggle between its being and its aspirations.
And really it would have served no object to be born and die only to
arrive at these interminable contests. Have we not here yet one more
proof that our ego, as we conceive it, could never subsist in the
infinity where it must needs go, since it cannot go elsewhere? It
behoves us therefore to clear away conceptions that emanate only from
our body, even as the mists that veil the daylight from our sight
emanate only from the lowlands. Pascal has said, once and for all:
“The narrow limits of our being conceal infinity from our view.”
6
On the other hand—for we must keep nothing back, nor turn from the
adverse darkness should it seem nearest to the truth, nor show any
bias—on the other hand, we can grant to those who yearn to remain as
they are that the survival of an atom of themselves would suffice for a
new entrance into an infinity from which their body no longer separates
them.
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