Authors -- Fiction; Ghosts -- Fiction; Love stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Veterans -- Fiction
He tried to raise his eyes. He could not accomplish it. The air grew
thick; his hands, still holding the book, turned cold and hard as clamps
of iron. His eyes smarted from their unwinking immobility. This was
absurd. Breaking this deathly ossification was just a matter of will. He
made himself turn a page. Five lines down he decided; he would look up.
But he did not look up. He could not. He wanted to see ... but something
stronger than desire and will withheld him. He read; turned another
page. Five lines down....
Ah ... the paralysing chill was moving off.... In a moment ... he was
going to be able.... In a moment....
He lifted his eyes.... He gazed steadily to the left....
IV
Before night Susannah had found a room which exactly suited her purpose.
This was as much a matter of design as of luck. She had heard of the
place before. It was a large building in the West Twenties which had
formerly been the imposing parsonage of an imposing and very important
church. The church had long ago gone the way of all old Manhattan
buildings. But the parsonage, divided into an infinite number of
cubby-hole rooms, had become a lodging-house. A lodging-house with a
difference, however. For whereas in the ordinary establishment of this
kind, one paid rent to a landlady who lived on the spot, here one paid
it to an agent who came from somewhere, promptly every Monday morning,
for the purpose of collection. It was a perfect hiding-place. You did
not know your neighbor. Your neighbor did not know you. With due care,
one could plan his life so that he met nobody.
Susannah, except for a choice of rooms, did not for an interval plan her
life at all. She made that choice instantly, however. Of two rooms
situated exactly opposite each other at the back of the second floor,
she chose one because it overlooked a yard containing a tree. It was a
tiny room, whitewashed; meagerly and nondescriptly furnished. But the
door-frame and window-frame offered decoration. Following the
ecclesiastical design of the whole house, they peaked into triangles of
carved wood.
Susannah gave scant observation to any of these things. Once alone in
her room, she locked the door. Then she removed two things from her
suitcase--a nightgown and the miniature of Glorious Lutie. The latter
she suspended by a thumbtack beside the mirror of her bureau. Then she
undressed and went to bed. She slept fitfully all the rest of that day
and all that night. Early in the morning she crept out, bought herself,
at a Seventh Avenue delicatessen shop, a jar of milk and a loaf of
bread. She lunched and dined in her room. She breakfasted next morning
on the remains.
Her sleep was deep and dreamless; but in her waking moments her thoughts
pursued the same treadmill.
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