Banks and banking -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories
There, however, he was wrong. Mrs. Bourdillon was a weak woman, but
weakness has its own obstinacy, and by the morning she had reflected.
The sum charged on Garth was her whole fortune, her sole support, and
were it lost she would be penniless, with no one to look to except the
Squire, whom she would have offended beyond forgiveness. True, Arthur
laughed at the idea of loss, and he was clever. But he was young and
sanguine, and before now she had heard of mothers beggared through the
ill-fortune or the errors of their children. What if that should be her
lot!
Nor was this the only thought which pressed upon her mind. That Arthur
should marry Josina and succeed to Garth had been for years her darling
scheme, and she could not, in spite of the hopes with which he had for
the moment dazzled her, imagine any future for him comparable to that.
But if he would marry Josina and succeed to Garth he must not offend
his uncle.
So, when Arthur came down in the morning, and with assumed carelessness
asked for the letter she put him off. It was Sunday. She would not
discuss business on Sunday, it would not be lucky. On Monday, when,
determined to stand no more nonsense, he returned to the subject, she
took refuge in tears. It was cruel of him to press her so, when—when
she was not well! She had not made up her mind. She did not know what
she should do. To tears there is no answer, and, angry as he was, he
had to start for Aldersbury, leaving the matter unsettled, much to his
disgust and alarm, for the time was running on.
And that was the beginning of a tragedy in the little house under
Garthmyle. It was a struggle between strength and weakness, and
weakness, as usual, sought shelter in subterfuge. When Arthur came home
at the end of the week his mother took care to have company, and he
could not get a word with her. She had no time for business—it must
wait. On the next Saturday she was not well, and kept her bed, and on
the Sunday met him with the same fretful plea—she would do no business
on Sunday! Then, convinced at last that she had made up her mind to
thwart him, he hardened his heart. He loved his mother, and to go
beyond a certain point did not consort with his easy nature, but he had
no option; the thing must be done if his prospects were not to be
wrecked. He became hard, cruel, almost brutal; threatening to leave
her, threatening to take himself off altogether, harassing her week
after week, in what should have been her happiest hours, with pictures
of the poverty, the obscurity, the hopelessness to which she was
condemning him! And, worst of all, torturing her with doubts that after
all he might be right.
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