After a stay in Auvergne of seventeen months, the family returned to
Paris in November 1650. There we still read of the pious labours and
devotion of Jacqueline—little or nothing of her brother. How far the
leisure of country life may have weaned him from his old pursuits, how
far the world had begun to exercise a new attraction over him, we learn
nothing. It is evident from his letter to M. Périer on his father’s
death, nearly a year after this, that he still cherished strongly his
religious convictions. Yet there is nothing in all this time to tell of
his religious profession; and Madame Périer plainly does not care to
dwell upon it, but hurries forward to the later and more edifying period
of his career. The impression is left upon us that worldly distractions
had already begun to influence his life.
These distractions rapidly acquired force after the father’s death in the
autumn of 1651 (September). The devoted Jacqueline attended his last
moments with assiduous tenderness; but no sooner was the event over than
she renewed her determination to enter Port Royal. The issue cannot be
so well described as in Madame Périer’s words:—
“Being ill,” she says, “I was unable to leave Paris till the end of
November. In this interval, my brother, who was greatly afflicted,
and had received much consolation from my sister, imagined that her
affection would make her remain with him at least a year. . . . He
spoke to her on the subject, but in such a manner as to convey the
impression that she would not so far contradict him for fear of
redoubling his grief. This led her to dissemble her intention till
our arrival. Then she told me that her resolution was fixed to adopt
a religious life as soon as our respective shares [of the father’s
property] were arranged. She would, however, spare my brother by
leading him to suppose she only meditated a retreat! With this view,
she disposed of everything in my presence; our shares were settled on
the last day of December; and she fixed upon the 4th of January for
carrying out her decision. On the evening before, she begged me to
say something to my brother, that he might not be taken by surprise.
I did so with all the precaution I could; but although I hinted that
it was only a retreat, with the view of knowing something of the sort
of life, he did not fail to be deeply touched. He withdrew very sad
to his chamber without seeing my sister, who was then in a small
cabinet where she was accustomed to retire for prayer. She did not
come out till my brother had left, as she feared his look would go to
her heart. I told her for him what words of tenderness he had
spoken; and after that we both retired. Though I consented with all
my heart to what my sister was doing, because I thought it was for
her the highest good, the greatness of her resolution astonished and
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