Paul Gosslett's Confessions in Love, Law, and The Civil ServiceLever, Charles
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Paul Gosslett's Confessions in Love, Law, and The Civil Service
Lever, Charles
Fiction
We gained the pier at last, and, guided by a lantern held by one of the
boatmen, we saw the boat bobbing and tossing some five feet down below.
Lizzy sprang in at once, amidst the applauding cheers of the crew; and
then several voices cried out, “Now, sir! Now, your honor!” while two
stout fellows pushed me vigorously, as though to throw me into the sea.
I struggled and fought manfully, but in vain. I was jerked off my legs,
and hurled headlong down, and found myself caught below by some strong
arms, though not until I had half sprained my wrist, and barked one of
my shins from knee to instep. These sufferings soon gave way to others,
as I became sea-sick, and lay at the bottom of the boat, praying we
might all go down, and end a misery I could no longer endure. That
spars struck me, and ballast rolled over me; that heavy-footed sailors
trampled me, and seemed to dance on me,--were things I minded not. Great
waves broke over the bows, and came in sheets of foam and water over
me. What cared I? I had that death-like sickness that makes all life
hideous, and I felt I had reached a depth of degradation and misery in
which there was only one desire,--that for death. That we succeeded in
clearing the point which formed one side of the bay was little short of
a miracle, and I remember the cheer the boatmen gave as the danger was
passed, and my last hope of our all going down left me. After this, I
know no more.
A wild confusion of voices, a sort of scuffling uproar, a grating sound,
and more feet dancing over me, aroused me. I looked up. It was dawn;
a gray murky streak lay towards the horizon, and sheets of rain were
carried swiftly on the winds. We were being dragged up on a low shingly
shore, and the men--up to their waists in water--were carrying the boat
along.
As I looked over the gunwale, I saw a huge strong fellow rush down the
slope, and breasting the waves as they beat, approach the boat.
Lizzy sprang into his arms at once, and he carried her back to land
triumphantly. I suppose at any other moment a pang of jealousy might
have shot through me. Much sea-sickness, like perfect love, overcometh
all things. I felt no more, as I gazed, than if it had been a bundle he
had been clasping to his bosom.
They lifted me up, and laid me on the shingle.
“Oh, do, Tom; he is such a good creature!” said a voice which, low as it
was, I heard distinctly.
“By all that's droll! this is the Cockney I met at Mor-risson's!” cried
a loud voice. I looked up; and there, bending over me, was Counsellor
MacNamara, the bland stranger I had fallen in with at Dublin.
“Are you able to get on your legs,” asked he, “or shall we have you
carried?”
“No,” said I, faintly; “I 'd rather lie here.”
“Oh, we can't leave him here, Tom; it's too cruel.”
“I tell you, Lizzy,” said he, impatiently, “there's not a minute to
lose.”
“Let them carry him, then,” said she, pleadingly.
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