At these last words, uttered by M. de Morville in a tone of deep
emotion, Madame de Hansfeld raised her head suddenly; her cheeks became
deeply tinged, as she replied, with a satirical smile, "This strange
confession, sir, is doubtless connected with the secret you are about to
reveal to me."
"Yes, madame."
"I am all attention.
"Up to the period of your quitting the adjoining house to ours, I had
often met you at the houses of my friends, and I had never made any
effort to be presented to you. I found an indefinable charm in the
mystery that enshrouded my love. I was utterly unknown to _you_--I who
knew you so well--I who had been the unseen spectator of all the emotion
and the sorrow you had suffered; and then to talk to you on those
trivial and commonplace subjects that form every-day conversation, what
pleasure would that have afforded me, after the hours, the days I have
passed in silent and deep admiration! But, when your departure deprived
me of this pleasure, then I acknowledged the value of those meetings
that I had previously disdained, I determined to be introduced to you.
You were on intimate terms with Madame de Lormoy, my aunt, who has the
highest regard for you. As, in common with the rest of the world, she
was ignorant of the strange chance that had linked me to you, I prayed
her to present me to you. Unfortunately, the day after she had agreed to
comply with my wishes, a revelation was made to me, that instead of
seeking, I felt it my duty to avoid your society. Had it not been on
account of my mother's health, I should have left Paris, in order to
avoid you, and thus furnishing fresh fuel to my unhappy passion; for,
know, madame, that if your indifference grieves me, your love would
drive me to despair. You seem surprised--you do not understand me.
Suppose then--and pardon the folly of the supposition--that you loved me
as passionately as I love you, I should be the most miserable of men,
for I could not return your affection without inflicting a death-blow on
my mother, without trampling under foot the most sacred duty, the most
solemn oath, without becoming forsworn and criminal."
"Criminal!" exclaimed Madame de Hansfeld, rising from her seat, her
features convulsed by fear and grief. This involuntary cry of the
princess was, in fact, an avowal that betrayed her affection for De
Morville, hitherto so carefully concealed.
Had he been really indifferent to Madame de Hansfeld, would she have
manifested this despair, this emotion?--No! but she saw an impassable
barrier arise between herself and M. de Morville. Had he not said, "_Did
you love me, I should be the most miserable of men, for I could not
return your affection without becoming perjured, without inflicting a
death-blow on my mother?_"
De Morville was proverbial for his love of truth and his affection for
his mother.
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