All that poor Teresa could say amid her tears was, "Poor, poor little
beloved one! Never shall I forget her last moments or the desperation of
your father. From his very first visit the doctor said that there was no
hope. I thought I would go insane when he said that! How I remember her the
day before she was taken ill, in all her youth and beauty--singing as she
worked, and then suddenly came that terrible pressure in her throat."
"Then, Teresa, you remember, she could not kiss us goodbye."
"No, poor lady, that was her greatest pain when they told her that her
sickness was very contagious. But--there! there! Catalina, I did not mean
to make you cry, and I have told you this story so many times, and now here
I am telling it over again like the foolish woman I am!"
"No, no, Teresa, go on," answered Catalina between her sobs. "I am always
happy when I hear you speak of our beloved Mamma."
And now, I too could not keep back my tears as I kneeled beside the old
servant, who left her work to pass her hand over my head.
"Thou didst not know her, dear Lisita. How many times during her sickness
she told me especially to take care of thee, and love thee as if I were
thine own mother. Yes, and correct thee also.... At times I ask myself
whether I have obeyed her."
"Oh, Teresa," exclaimed Rosa, interrupting her and closing, with a bang the
book which she had not read. "Indeed, you have done your duty. What would
we have done without you? Of course, I can't say," and Rosa smiled, "that
your punishments have been very numerous, but father has taken care of
that. Father corrects us and you do the loving part"
"Now, see here, your father loves you also, and it's only the pain of
having lost your mother that makes him appear more severe than he really
is. Open the window, Rosa, I can hardly see, and I must finish this
stocking before I quit tonight."
Rosa obeyed, and a soft breeze entered, laden with the perfume of the
garden, and Teresa resumed; "After the doctor had gone that afternoon your
mother called me and said, Teresa, tell me the truth. The doctor believes I
am going to die; does he not?' I didn't know what to answer her. Your
father hoped in spite of the doctor's opinion that she'd pull through, and
did not wish me to let your poor mother know that there was any danger. But
here she lay praying me with her joined hands that I should tell her the
truth. She spoke with great difficulty and I feared that soon she would not
be able to speak at all, and therefore weeping, told her the whole truth."
"And then?
"Then she said to me, 'Teresa, I'm certainly afraid to die! I'm afraid! I'm
afraid!"
"'But,' said I, 'Madame, why should you be afraid? You have always been so
good to everybody. The good God will take you to heaven.' But she could not
be calm.
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