Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
So the New Year came, and the work went on through January and February
without a break. But the month of March, as it often will, made late
amends for the insipidity of its predecessors. A spell of colourless
humidity was broken by bright skies and a keen wind; the latter grew
bitter with the day; the former darkened before it was time. And when
Robert Carlton opened his study doors next morning, to air the room
while he took his bath, a little snowdrift came tumbling in through the
outer one.
Carlton looked forth upon a white world in dazzling contrast to the
clear dark grey of a starless sky; at first there was no third tint. But
every moment seemed lighter than the last, and presently the trees
showed brittle and black as ever against the sky; for the drifted snow
lay everywhere but on their waving branches; and the wind blew hard and
bitter as before.
Carlton bathed grimly in broken ice; he was not going to be baffled by a
little snow. He was very gradually rebuilding the east end, using the
old stones where he could, but cutting more new ones than he had
bargained for. He could not help it. This wall was going up. It was too
near the lane. It should hide the builder's head before he left it for
another wall. It was up to his thighs already.
So all that day he laboured with his feet in the snow, and only his legs
entrenched against the cutting wind. The stones were ready; he now
prepared them by the course. They had only to be carried from the shed
with mortar mixed expressly overnight; but to avoid dropping them in the
slush and snow, each stone was laid out of hand; and a considerable
muscular exertion thus followed by a prolonged niggling with trowel and
plummet and transverse string, and this in the fangs of the wind, as
often as twice or thrice an hour. It was the hardest day yet. But it was
also the most successful. The entire course was laid by half-past three
in the afternoon.
In earlier days Carlton would undoubtedly have given way to that
spontaneous elation for which he had been wont to pay so dearly; now a
tired man crept back to his bed, without a thought beyond the next
hour's rest (he had seldom been so tired), and the meal that he must
then prepare as mere munition of war. Yet on his study threshold he
paused and turned, as doomed men may at the door of the dreadful shed.
There was little in the scene itself to stamp it on the mind. Already
the snow was beginning to disappear; but the sky was still hard and
clean; and the east wind cut to the bone. The ridge of firs, cresting
the ploughed uplands beyond the lane, notched the bleak sky with dark
cockades on russet stems; white clouds floated above, a white moon hung
higher. A robin hopped in the snow at Carlton's feet; he was a good
friend to the birds, and had not forgotten them that morning. Somewhere
a blackbird sung him indoors; somewhere a starling smacked its beak. And
this was all; but Robert Carlton carried the impression to his grave.
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